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Gutter
Contributed by
InfinitePoet
on
Monday, 23rd May 2011 @ 11:33:30 AM in AEST
Topic:
toughstuff
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GUTTER
by: BaBYGirl 2011
Good Behavior!!?
Ha!
Is this some kind of
Cruel Joke?
Good Behavior
concerning me?
Ms. D.L.Brown??
I feel I have different
Behavior
for different situations..
Which as of Lately
I've struggled to
even make sense
ofthe
Right WAy to
Determine my
Actions,behavior,
and
Lifestyle Choice,....
Buit the last 5 yrs
my ways of
Life and Behaviors
have gone
Chaotically
Up & Down the
Charts...
In 95%of the area's
I've foundmyself in,
weren't even
close to anything
i'd choose of my
own Free Will...
Kinda stuck there
trying to Rule it out
as being the right
way at all
If it's Wrong for me
then it's Wrong for me
I have 2 Dump It Right Now...!
Which leaves me right
where i always
end up
Desperate, A failure,
Back at the Gutter
Beginnings
from which I continue
2 grow...
Great Green Slime
Like the Scummy
people that do all
they can to keep
Me under their Bootsoles
Face Down breathing
in Scum, sludge, Slime
and the Bodily Waste
of my Peers or Enemies
or the Haters that get
their strength 2 go on
from watching me
Swallow
Gutter Dirt.....
I'm so Depleated
from being so
Stepped on
that i'm barely
able to
Breathe...
Who will save me
some
Dignity,
some Confidence
in my abilty to see
clearly
Start doing
Outraqgeous
Recovery &
Self-Supporting
myself through
Drastic Relapses,
Dark Binges,
Over Induldging
My Addictions
with a severly Wicked
& Uncontrolled
Strength & Determination
2 keep going
BAD
Going Mad...
ANd literally Daily
Staying
SAD
I cant pull out of this Hole
This isn't gonna
become my
FAD
Can't ever get
away from the
Death Causing
Never Pausing
HEARTBREAKS
i've had.........
Copyright ©
InfinitePoet
... [
2011-05-23 11:33:30] (Date/Time posted on
site)
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