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Why did I think it would be different?
Contributed by
dizzygem21
on
Tuesday, 8th February 2011 @ 04:16:45 PM in AEST
Topic:
AngryPoetry
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I don’t know why I thought now would be different
Still things I can't say when you claim freedom of speech
Still things I can't do
Don’t say this don't say that
You do this on purpose
Why do u Deliberately say things to embarrass or upset me?
But when I do the same you kick off
You can still make me cry when I remember the past, making me look vulnerable
Your selective memory makes me look like a liar
Of course you don't want to remember what you did
Of course they don't want to either
It makes me so angry that you sit there and say the things you do,
You say I rebel yet I didn’t and I don't.
Your blue-eyed girl you molded to be just like you, I'm nothing like her
The daughter you never wanted
A messed up coil I was, you wanted more in your life
You cope better with 2 more then 3 was easier with me gone
How can you say in one breath that you love me?
In another you could just stop contact and it wouldn’t bother you
So sick and tired of your two sides, once you've had a glass of wine you’re the nicest
Why can't you be drunk all the time?
Your words cut me like knives why hate me for being what I was just a child
When will you drop the grudge and stop blaming me for how you feel.
It was your doing not mine; I am who you made me to be
Don't like it tough it’s your fault I am this way.
Counseling doesn't do ***** for me as your back changing things upsetting me piling me again with your gifts of.... love?
So tired of having to keep my mouth shut when you won't shut yours
Why is it you can make me feel so low yet I can't to you?
We are too alike so why did I hope, pray; think it would be any different.
When will you just love me? And treat me like you treat them?
Why did I have to get the ***** end, and why do you say cruel things like
"Your self pitying" your no better now then you were.
You claim you know me but evidently you don't or maybe you do know that every time you bring up the past I die inside maybe that's why you do it?
I can't get involved in their lives only mundane topics allowed
Why bother if I can't get to know them
They tell me they enjoy talking to me yet to you they have a go
Why do I bother and why did I think it would be different
You maybe cruel and calculating and manipulative but I am not so why treat me this way
Does anyone know the real me?
Why did I think it would be any different? :'(
Why did I think you cared?
Why did I hope and pray for the love you bare
Why do I continue to beg for your approval?
Why did I think it would be any different?
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dizzygem21
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2011-02-08 16:16:45]
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Re: Why did I think it would be different?
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by StacyLynnG on
Sunday, 13th February 2011 @ 06:02:02 PM AEST
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