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Transcends
Contributed by
UpsAndDowns
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Thursday, 18th November 2010 @ 07:58:02 PM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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The pain transcends my heart,
And it travels to my mind,
The hurt becomes fury,
As a way to deny the reality and the
Loss I am feeling in myself.
I weep and sleep and burn
in rage interrupted by despair,
underwritten with confusion,
And I force myself to hold
Back the hurtful words and the
Guilt ridden thoughts that float
In my mind, hoping to know you
Hurt inside like I do.
My short term memory haunts me
When the clouds lift, and tries
To bring me back down, where I won’t get up.
The memories make me doubt the
Love we shared and look at what I
Will never have again. And I weep
Again and I sleep, again. Try to sleep,
My mind continues to wrestle the idea
That one night is amazing and
the next you wish never happened.
No control over the road it takes,
Fury and sadness contemplate
The ways to heal, to regain motivation,
And not let this rule me. Not
Let it fight me back to the ground
And beat me to a pulpy mass
Giving up on everything I have.
My stomach yearns for food
And my mind refuses it satisfaction,
Because I have been refused
What I need, in you, and the future
We planned to share,
Feelings of fault for the pain,
Relying on another, letting it pull
Me in so quickly, falling for
The ideas so easily, trusting,
I know that is the easy way,
The comfortable way, the old way,
To deal with pain. And I am not that
Person anymore. Though it feels infinitely
Lonely and sorrowful and never changing.
No more kisses and cuddles, but
for you with another.
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UpsAndDowns
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2010-11-18 19:58:02]
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Re: Transcends
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by duff on
Friday, 19th November 2010 @ 05:42:54 AM AEST
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| There are some really great lines in this and overall this is a well written piece about the inner torment that haunts us all. Well done. |
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Re: Transcends
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by emystar on
Saturday, 11th December 2010 @ 06:04:57 PM AEST
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This is so sad but great writing.
I can totally relate.
blessings,
emy |
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