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A lesson never learned
Contributed by
tinybitinsane
on
Tuesday, 28th September 2010 @ 08:17:41 PM in AEST
Topic:
Lifepoems
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I feel so deflated. U've replaced me with some hoe.. Ohkay so im not sure if
she's a hoe or not but u still let her be one step ahead of me.
I dont wanna come in second place.
I want to be in first because u told me i was first.
Now all my thoughts, plans, and time went down the drain, were thrown out the
window, and stomped on.
It was only a couple of days, was i supposed to know that u'd find someone else
in that time?
Was i supposed to know that get over me so quickly?
You used to think of me every minute of the day now its barely once.
How did we get here?
Is it my fault? If not, is it urs? Who's to blame?
I stopped my long conversations with other guys for you.
James has a girl now, Ty was never an option but still, Jose was cut off, Mike
was dropped, Jason was pushed aside ,and Chris was shot down. I gave them all up
for you.
And dumped me on my ass with a trip of honesty.
I knew something was up so i asked u a question.
And that question gave me all i needed but i wanted u to say it so i asked
another and another and with every question my heart broke a lil.
Ugh this is my fault, i told myself not to get hyped up about u but i did and
this is what i get.
Next time i should listen to myself b4 i get myself hurt.
This is one of those lessons that i cant seem to learn from cuz i kno i'll do it
again.
Its happened b4 hence the warning at first but me thinking that i'll be ohkay or
that i wont fall for you is all bull ***** because i now know that this is just
part of life, i must suck it up.
But if i dont and actually learn from this how will i take the chance to
actually fall in love?
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tinybitinsane
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2010-09-28 20:17:41] (Date/Time posted on
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