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I'm Sick in my mind and in my heart
Contributed by
amber_vonhorror
on
Tuesday, 20th July 2010 @ 12:12:37 AM in AEST
Topic:
drugabuse
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If your tears tasted as sweet, believe me,
I'd leave.
But even the curves of your hips
Or the glossy lining of your lips
Just can't compare
To the ampoule thats the needle,
and the life thats inside of there
Into the summer I gaze into the sun
Soaking up the burning because I know
I'm turning into no one
When family ignore birthdays, they say it's 'out of love'
'cause you've got to hit rock bottom
Before you can come back up
But truth be told, I'll never stop
I just can't, I can't, isn't that enough?
I really don't want to be like this
I don't want to spend my life alone
Inside I know i just want to come home
So for you,
I'm sorry it's Heroin i chose
It was your heart I just happened to find
I bruised it, I left it behind
Inside babe, I've already died
It's me and my needle for a double suicide.
The city will be sweeter without me
I'm sick in my mind and in my heart
I just want to go back to the start
And cut the tourniquet off my arm
I'm so young but my world's already fallen apart
There was no warning packet on my syringe
Now I can't breathe unless I dig it in my arm
I don't want to be like this,
I just want you to believe
I promise, I promise I did try
I'm dead in everybody's eyes.
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Re: I'm Sick in my mind and in my heart
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by chrisdavid on
Tuesday, 20th July 2010 @ 12:38:57 AM AEST
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You sound you have some pretty bad problems. The best way to keep off drugs is to never start, but once started it takes willpower and the people around you to try and stop it. Don't ruin your young life on neddles, IT AIN'T WORTH IT!
Good luck, Chris. |
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Re: I'm Sick in my mind and in my heart
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by andrewjones12 on
Tuesday, 20th July 2010 @ 08:22:10 AM AEST
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music has realy helped me in fighting my addiction. ive been in rehab for awhile now, and music has kept me sane more than anything. have you listen to modest mouse? or pinkfloyd of the such? or with in addition to your struggles, finding help isnt always the answer. hit your bottom and let help find you. unless you chose your bottom, you will never hit the rocks.
-andrew. |
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Re: I'm Sick in my mind and in my heart
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by NathanPaul on
Tuesday, 20th July 2010 @ 01:48:56 PM AEST
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| We are all dead in this world but it is the life after that is your reason. Where this sickness may lead you is for Fate to know. This was very good and I appreciate the post. Stay Strong! |
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Re: I'm Sick in my mind and in my heart
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by NicoleMichelle on
Tuesday, 3rd August 2010 @ 10:33:49 PM AEST
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i know how you feel. i went through the same thing, and i love how you put it all out there in your words. its inspiring. keep writing please.
-a former addict. |
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