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The wounds inside me
Contributed by
itiswhatitis
on
Thursday, 13th May 2010 @ 06:59:01 AM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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I pretend to the world like everything is fine,
when really inside I can feel little parts of me die.
I don't know what to do, how to go on.
I just need someone to lean on, some support in my time of need,
it is so hard sometimes,
I laugh, smile, make my funny little jokes so everyone knows I am ok.
When really all I want to do is curl up and cry.
Another part of me dies when I think about him.
“It should have lasted forever.
What went wrong, how do I fix it?”
It is like a litany in my head.
Not knowing if I have made the biggest mistake of my life,
alienated the one who truly loves me?
Or have I just made the best decision of my life,
will I eventually get over this to find myself stronger, happier,
or will I just be this miserable forever?
And the worst part?
Knowing it is my doing.
Sure I can blame him,
he was never here, he never showed me he cared
but in the end it was me who rocked the boat.
Now I am sinking deep,
and I don't know how to find the surface.
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2010-05-13 06:59:01] (Date/Time posted on
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