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RANDOM RANT
Contributed by
BLUESOUL1313
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Thursday, 13th May 2010 @ 01:08:33 AM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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CRYING, YOU THINK IT WOULD BE EASY, YOU THINK IT WOULD BE QUICK, YOU THINK IT WOULD HELP. BUT FOR ME, IT IS NOT EASY, QUICK, AND DOES NOT HELP. IT JUST HURTS ME MORE.WHEN I CRY, I CAN NOT BREATH. I CAN NOT SWALLOW. I DO NOT WANT TO OPEN MY EYES. I WILL NOT SMILE BECAUSE I DO NOT FEEL BETTER, JUST FEEL WORSE. I TRY TO FORGET THE REASON, I TRY TO FORGET THE WHY, BUT THE HARDER I TRY TO FORGET. THE CLEARER THE REASON BECOMES, AND THE FARTHER I WANT TO BE FROM EVERYONE. BOTH EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY.EVEN WHEN I REALIZE THE FARTHER I BECOME, THE MORE IT HURTS TO GET CLOSE TO ANYONE. WHEN I DO,SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPENS. EVEN FAULT OF MY OWN. MY MIND A CONSTANT BATTLE, I WANT TO BE WITH SOMEONE, BUT I DO NOT WANT TO BE HURT. SO I PUSH EVERYONE AWAY, EVEN THE ONES WHO LOVE, AND CARE FOR ME. I TRY NOT TO FALL FOR ANYONE, THE MORE I TRY, THE EASIER I DO. THEN I GET HURT AGAIN. SO THE CYCLE STARTS AGAIN.
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Re: RANDOM RANT
(User Rating: 1 ) by Former_Member on
Tuesday, 16th November 2010 @ 11:45:19 PM AEST (User
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I know these feelings, however, it is quite possible you have not yet found the right person just yet. Persevere...the person could be closer than you think.
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