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Stevie
Contributed by
jersey6123
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Wednesday, 27th January 2010 @ 05:19:08 PM in AEST
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Dear Stevie,It's been 9 years today since you took your last breath.Thats alot of history after your death.I would love to tell you a story of personal growth and wealth. Truth is its hard to supprt A sober thought let along support my self. When you passed I spent a lot of years trying to drink away the pain. All that did was take away everything in me that was sane. It hurts because you were killed by the boys in blue. I guess all that protect and serve ***** didnt apply to you. Oct 2nd not even two months later what can i say?Aunt Sharon passed on left us to be with you on your b-day. The pain got worse we were passed cousins you were my brother.Aunt sharon wasn’t just aunt she was like a second mother. As for my mom losing you guys the hurt she had i cant even explain..So i wont I will just tell you what a beautiful woman she became. Alot of years and alot of change.Nicole had twin boys let me be the one to tell you one carrys your name. When it came to women you always asked why i dated two or more. The truth behind all that was deep down inside then.. I was really insecure. Im happy too say that my life today has took on a new plan.One girl now dont drink no more some people say im a different man. Funny some one asked me if i would change anything in my life the other night? The thing that jumps out is our last words and how there was a fight. Whwn I think of that today it still breaks my heart.How can I change that and get right with you where do I start?I wish I could tell you that Lil Adams mother and i dont argue about ***** from before.Worse part is the other day found out Adam dont call me Daddy any more!Hurt me a lot but then I had to consider my history.Me knowing that I guess there are worse things to call me other then Stanley. Its ok Stevie all that is history and I put that to an end. I would be really happy if one day he justs calls me a friend! Thats ok i cant act like everything is bad.Oh did i tell you? I have started a relationship with my dad. Speaking of dads im a father of three more.So happy to say they love me even with all my bull***** from before.My Daughter Brieanna the Dr.say theres alot of things in life she wont get done.I dont believe that if only the people could see the miracle she has become!!They say she will do things regular adults do like live out on her own. I said as long as Im here atleast she will never have that feeling of being alone. As for Arianna she is a perferct girl and really coming into such a funny personality. Cameron is only a month old and im blessed he is a healthy baby.Just had a dream about you Stevie the other night.. your lips were moving but i couldnt here a word you said. It really hurt me maybe because it reminded me you were dead. The next day I kept going over the not hearing you part. Then It get came to me I didnt hear you because you were speaking to my heart. Giving it directions too compassion and empathy. Thank you because i almost got lost on the road to a better me. I post this to all my family and each friend. With the hope of them reading this your memory Stevie doesnt come to an end. Thank you for the beautifull memorys of twenty years together!!Until i see you again know that i put my whole heart in this letter!!!!!
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Re: Stevie
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by Sinned on
Wednesday, 27th January 2010 @ 07:05:01 PM AEST
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jersey6123
I have read 2 of your poems and I like what you write.
Stevie is written well,but
if you would write l am here
your poems would be so much clearer
and much easier to read.
I don't mean to critizise
as I think you are a decent writer.
dennis fleury...sinned |
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