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The farewell of a time.
Contributed by
Fluxy
on
Monday, 11th January 2010 @ 01:11:36 AM in AEST
Topic:
LovePoetry
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I find myself. Lips cold. Hands in ice. Thoughts of you fill my head. My impulses are getting to hard to control I don't want to do something I'll regret with you. I never wanted to do this but I can't see you for some time. It pains me to say. Clenched fist. Bleeding wrist. Tears will not shed. Strength is very low. But I can't. I can't handle the sight of your face. Tears will fall. I don't want to crawl. I keep falling. Just remember me for the time being is all I ask. I whisper "no" faintly. But strong. Unbearable to see you. I cry now. Deeply. Your voice beckons in my mind. "Let go of her.", My brain says.. But "Keep her close" my heart says. These thoughts aren't right of me. I shouldn't think of you like this. It's not right dammit! I shiver when you speak. I shake when as you sleep. Madly in love I am you might say. But love is but a verb I haven't found to be true yet... Tears tremble down my face.
I will speak to you again in person. Once I found my will again. I know you think this is some love bs. But this is how I feel.
I can't hide it. No room in my bottle to stick it in. Just remember me and keep strong for the time being. Don't cry over me. Don't reminisce about me. Just know. I'll be there. Some time. Some day. I'll see you again. It's a shame the last time we spoke in person, We were both to scared. This isn't your fault. You can't stop being you. I won't stop ------ you. Don't push me away.
Suicidal thoughts. But I can only imagine what an impact it'll have on my friends. This cold night I stare out and I see you. I don't care if this isn't healthy anymore I know what this is. I haven't felt this feeling in over 5 years. I just.. I just don't know how to express. Or to tell you how I feel now. It's 4:03 AM in the morning. My tears have been frozen since 2:46 AM.
...This hurt.. This hurt is a good hurt. It signals me that I still feel things.. I node my head no. But I wish to yell "yes".
I cry now alone in my bed with no warmth. Let me lye still. Cold.Still.
Loveless
When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting.
I'm stuck in bliss. Stuck in Love with someone. I can't understand it. Guide me. Teach me. Tell me it's okay.
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2010-01-11 01:11:36]
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