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Maybe.
Contributed by
ChaosFactor
on
Thursday, 31st December 2009 @ 10:53:45 PM in AEST
Topic:
oops
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Maybe I'm insecure.
Maybe the fact that the longest relationship I've ever been in was three weeks with a total ******* scares the hell out of me.
Maybe I'm afraid that I can't keep a guy happy.
Maybe I don't think I'm good enough anymore.
Maybe I just want to be wanted for once.
Maybe I'm lying when I say that I'm fine.
Maybe I just can't give up on the idea of someone who used to care.
Maybe I still want him.
Maybe I don't know what I want.
Maybe I'm not good enough and I never will be.
Maybe it's been a long time since someone's actually cared.
Maybe I want to know what it's like to be in love.
Maybe I'm tired of being patient.
Maybe I just want you to notice.
Maybe I'm just trying to see who still cares.
Maybe no one does.
Maybe he still cares.
Maybe I just hope he does.
Maybe it doesn't matter whether he does or not.
Maybe I don't know anything anymore.
Maybe I think he's lying.
Maybe I just want him to be.
Maybe I could wait this out.
Maybe I just don't want to.
Maybe I don't know if I could trust him anymore.
Maybe I don't know if I can trust anyone.
Maybe my friends are sick of hearing about this.
Maybe I'm sick of talking about it.
Maybe I just want to hear someone say it'll be ok.
Maybe it would be a lie.
Maybe I just want someone to actually give a damn.
Maybe I want it to be him.
Maybe I hope he falls off a cliff.
Maybe I would push him.
Maybe I would die.
Maybe I've thought about it.
Maybe I want to get in a fight.
Maybe I'm over all of that.
Maybe we're just friends.
Maybe we're flirting again.
Maybe that's what I want.
Maybe I'm not sure.
Maybe he confuses me.
Maybe I confuse myself.
Maybe that was the first time I'd lost it in years.
Maybe that scares the hell out of me.
Maybe it hurt that they just laughed.
Maybe I could have killed him then.
Maybe I actually wouldn't have regretted it.
Maybe there really was no promise not to hurt him.
Maybe I just let you think there was.
Maybe I shouldn't have.
Maybe I don't know if i still trust him.
Maybe I always will.
Maybe I never should.
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Re: Maybe.
(User Rating: 1 ) by dirk-velvet on
Sunday, 21st February 2010 @ 08:52:08 AM AEST (User
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nice write.
your words flow from line to line
just like
the real world.
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