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obsolete
Contributed by
desolantdreamer
on
Saturday, 21st November 2009 @ 11:32:08 PM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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Desperate for acceptence
Pleading for love
Lost in abundence of misery
I struggle to survive
Lost and broken
A wasted useless product
Manufactured with a virus
Praying to change, to be fixed
But never close to being normal
Abandoned by hope
Why care anymore?
I'm pointless, pathetic, and poor
Diseased from birth
Uncurable
Will I ever find my place?
I have one simple wish
To belong somewhere
To be loved unconditionally for who I am
But who I am is unlovable
Unfixable
Broken mind, my will is shattered
I try so desperatly to change
But am who I am
And even the tears and struggles
Cannot fix the uncurable
Happiness? What's happiness?
That feeling I have right before something tears me apart?
An ounce of joy begets an endless mountain of pain and frustration
I am obsolete
An abhorrent concoction of anger and upset
Meant to die at birth
Yet somehow survived to be punished for the problems of my father
I didn't ask to be different, to be born broken
I didn't ask to be worthless and unlovable
Brought into this dark, cruel world as a pure soul
Tainted by illnesses unable to be changed
Is it too much to ask
For something to, for once, go right?
For a shred of good to shine through
For love when I am who I am and cannot change?
Why must I suffer so much
For a life I didn't ask for, didn't want?
Why should nothing good ever happen to me?
My life's pathetic
I'm not pretty, not smart
I'm broken and screwed up
Confused and depressed
Because everything turns sour
Talentless, unable to fit in to society
Strange
I look for love
For acceptance
For joy
For a purpous
But even when I sit alone
Mind my own business
Trouble finds me, bruises me
Why do I try?
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desolantdreamer
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2009-11-21 23:32:08]
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Re: obsolete
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by AngelFox on
Saturday, 21st November 2009 @ 11:56:47 PM AEST
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| Your purpose is to write and continue to write and making us feel- not sprinkles, but splashes of the emotional tidal waves that you deliver so well. Once again you must continue...you have an audience now. |
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Re: obsolete
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by emystar on
Sunday, 22nd November 2009 @ 01:04:00 AM AEST
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Hello dreamer,
I don't know what brought this on but I do know that any one that writes this good definently has a purpose.
I read many poems on this sight daily.
Without a doubt, few can write as well as this.
I find it heart wrenchingly sad that you feel this way about your self.
Take care an hang tuff.
huggs, blessings, prayer,
emy |
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Re: obsolete
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by longhaircg on
Sunday, 22nd November 2009 @ 06:43:42 AM AEST
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Oh my word, your words, my heart goes out to you friend, your talent to express such deepness is awsome, keep writng Im reading,
thankyou
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