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poison in my mouth
Contributed by
weezel666
on
Wednesday, 18th November 2009 @ 01:51:05 AM in AEST
Topic:
drugabuse
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tracing my own mystery of the initial taste of sin
i snorted in deep the poison
and felt it fix the broke within
i was little then, barely just 13
but the fit was perfect
it was all i never knew i needed to be
so i spent the years snorting away time
sleepless weeks and sucked in flesh
never turning down a line
then at 17 i met the most intreging man
i said hello
asked did he "know"
"yes" he did and put on a show
in a storage unit huntington beach
he pulled out of his pocket magic id never reached
he laid out the works with surgical precision
showed me how to mix my new ambition
i removed my leather
he ran cold fingers down my arms
found the spot and it hit so hot
i was enchanted by chemical charms
it was we did
no one else knew
hidden sickness more pronounced
bruising, kissing my love for them grew
i felt so empowered
manipulation of blood and flesh
then the cops got involved
aressted and stressed
the secret was out
did they have a clue
so much dope id consumed
juvie, no sleep
12 days in all
***** up that i was she who took the fall
after i got out,he came looking for me
4:00 a.m. ***** off pa
so ***** off he couldn't see
i went after him, found him on the lawn
steppped out running with him welcoming the dawn
bus back to h.b.
holed up in his room
when i left i was filled with doom
never saw him again
year later i gave another mans child his name
i still played with sharp things, but was now was alone with my game
my dirty secret belonged belonged to only me
playing with a needle all i wished to be
many months passed
phazed sharp things away
back to inhalation
but always craved the alchemist way
didn't ***** with it for years
till one day it found my way
did not resist and mixed my fix
aw, it took my breath away
now here i am almost 35 years old
i cant close the book yet
we part ways for a spell, but we find our ways back again
i must be it's pet
this will never change
maybe im done for a day,year, decade
but we mee t again, indulge my sin
and shoot my sorrow away
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Re: poison in my mouth
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by JT on
Wednesday, 18th November 2009 @ 05:56:25 AM AEST
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| what a write. thats some demons to overcome. keep strong, keep writing. -JT- |
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Re: poison in my mouth
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by Drapes on
Saturday, 2nd January 2010 @ 01:10:30 PM AEST
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| That was great. I felt your emotions in it. |
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