|
Menu
|
|
|
Social
|
|
|
|
the reason my nickname is always ((hetler))
Contributed by
hetlerkh
on
Saturday, 26th September 2009 @ 01:24:51 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
|
yo ...u all wonder and ask why my nickname is always hetler
but u haven't thought what wondering about could be better
how about the i cry every night
the reason reason i dont smile
the reason i sit alone
why in my eyes there is no light
oh nothing is wrong ..am just on a happiness dite
the reason i call my self hetler u say?
well cuz as everyone hates him
all of u too hate me too
hey ! with my emotions dont dough
people with my heart play
they take it ,put it on a cold dark stone and then slay
every try i do to get better fails and goes with the wind away
failure breaks and brings down believe me ....it crashes my dreams
everyday on my bed i lay
n think of about all my life
think of my dad which broke my life apart to pieces and then left away
how am i supposed to call him dad ? even hw can i ?
even there far away....he does his best to me betray
is that a reason to smile and feel happy !
each time i hear his name i dismay
ya i hate him
now i just survey
what can i do change all this ?
am tired of being what u want me to be
i lost my confidence
n when i wanted to get back to who i am
i didnt find my old self
the old me is dead and gone away
u look at my face
u see no smile ..
u just see traces of tears that i just wiped
u look at my face ...and yeah its gray
n rather u help me ....u just pick a colorig spray
and my face with your yelling and anger u spray
is that how your helping me ?
is that how your gonna help me get over my problems ?
how your gonna make me smile !?
is that the WAY ?
no its not !
hey dont go ! STAY !
at least for me pray
maybe it wont stop all this
but my suicide it would delay
just cuz that someone cares
me u aren't expected to obey
but least give me a hug today !
cuz tomorrow am not sure i can handle it more ,,bt cuz u care i may :)
p.s: no nobody really cares ...
Copyright ©
hetlerkh
... [
2009-09-26 13:24:51] (Date/Time posted on
site)
Advertisments:
|
|
|
|
|
Sorry, comments are no longer allowed for anonymous, please register for a free membership to access this feature and more
|
|
All comments are owned by the poster. Your Poetry
Dot Com is not responsible for the content of any
comment. That said, if you find an offensive comment, please
contact via the FeedBack Form with details, including poem title
etc.
|
|
|
|