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Brians Fool
Contributed by
DD
on
Tuesday, 15th September 2009 @ 07:35:37 AM in AEST
Topic:
AngryPoetry
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I have been the fool for four years now
Long ago I removed my crown
I’m not his princess nor will I ever be
I hate the refection when I look I see
I would rather be hated then ignored
But asking for that is too much more
Cause I am Brian’s fool it’s all I have ever been
Everyone sees it yet still it doesn’t end
His friends ask me why my friends don’t approve
I no longer cry I am no longer moved
I go through the motions I stand by his side
I’m there when he needs me I listen to the lies
No end in sight so scared to be me
Looking in the mirror I wonder what he sees
Does he realize yet that I am nothing more
Than Brian’s fool
Waiting always by the door
Four years too long I have played this game
I have dealt with denial and fear and pain
I never asked for much that you couldn’t give
Just more than this simple life that I live
I don’t live in the clouds I know what I should do
Run as fast and far as I can from you
Cause I am your fool Its all I know how to be
Everyone says it just not to me
Your friends smile and wave my friends are just lost
My heart wants to cave But inside I’m too strong
I do what I have to I get through my days
I work cause I need to somehow get away
Seeing my reflection In the door forever closed
I wonder what I’m doing playing lover with a foe
Do you realize yet that I am nothing more
Than your forever fool
Waiting always by the door
Four years now we have watched her fade away
We have said what we could and did what we may
She never wanted more than to be loved for being her
She deserves better it is the one thing we are sure
We are her family, her friend and his
No one approves of the pretend life they live
Right now she is falling, just not out of love
No one is there to catch her and she cant rise above
There is no happy ending until she stops waiting at the door
And accepts the fact he doesn’t love her and never did before
Copyright ©
DD
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2009-09-15 07:35:37] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Brians Fool
(User Rating: 1 ) by TsunamiWaverider on
Tuesday, 15th September 2009 @ 08:16:08 AM AEST (User
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There is a lot of pain in your poem.
You know what needs to be done.....get out of the rut and quickly move on.
Close that door and lock it tight.....your new life begins - starting tonight! |
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Re: Brians Fool
(User Rating: 1 ) by AnthonyGoodwinJnr on
Tuesday, 15th September 2009 @ 05:43:38 PM AEST (User
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I totally agree with Tsunami Waverider, he got the words out before me. If this truly is a deeply personal peice then I hope things work out for you. |
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