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NOBODY KNOWS
Contributed by
cursed_witch
on
Thursday, 4th June 2009 @ 08:17:04 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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I've struggled each and everyday
All through this life of mine
More and more sorrows
Only adding to existing ones
But the truth is....
Nobody knows
What it all has done to me
Nobody knows
How I've lived though them
Nobody really knows
That I've been all alone
All this time, weak and scared
The things I've seen
I pray no one would
The things I've felt
I beg I don't anymore
If only I had the strength in me left
To fight these one-sided battles
That have me defeated before they even begin
It's all been useless, I'll never prevail
Losing patience, losing hope
I'm drained and frustrated,
Tired of striving for so long
But what matters is...
Nobody knows
That this is really not me
Nobody knows
How much pain I feel
Nobody really knows
The way I feel about myself, my life
It's all a secret I skillfully hid
All I ever wanted was a little comfort, peace and happiness
My dreams were small, possible and certainly silly
Everything I had ever wanted
has been taken away
Everything I had passionately loved
has been destroyed
Everyone I had strongly loved
has hurt me deeply and left me behind
But despite it all
Nobody knows
The ways in which I suffer
Nobody knows
The kinds of pains in my life
Nobody truly knows
The things I have to live with,
The thoughts, the secrets, the hurts,
the pains, the disappointments, the lies,
The feelings, the past, the present,
All of which
I bury so well inside
Nobody knows
Nobody wants to know...
and honestly...
Nobody really... cares.
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cursed_witch
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2009-06-04 20:17:04] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: NOBODY KNOWS
(User Rating: 1 ) by shelby on
Thursday, 4th June 2009 @ 08:36:43 PM AEST (User
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You poured your heart and emotions out strongly in this write.
I felt every single moment, I am so sorry that you are going through this.
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