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Confession
Contributed by
nicole639
on
Friday, 22nd May 2009 @ 12:08:32 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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I miss the you I thought you were.
I miss the way you used to smile at me
And the way you used to look at me when you thought I couldn’t see
The way your hand used to creep onto my knee afraid of rejection
How you can make me smile with just the thought of that smile you wear so well
The smile that brightens my day
The longing for that daily invitation to be by your side
The reason I found myself constantly checking my phone for that text
Those few words that made me smile that stupid smile
I remember these things and I feel invincible
But then my word comes crashing down with reality
I remember now
How my day never feels the same without that stupid text
How I can’t imagine myself with anyone but you
Knowing that nothing I can say will make a difference
I need to forget you
I can’t bring myself to
I constantly have that feeling of helplessness,
Hopelessness,
Need.
Knowing I will never see my favourite smile again
Those green eyes that light up my day
And that strange mix of confidence and uncertainty
Because of this I feel abused.
Distraught you could do this to me
Make me feel this way
When did I begin to care?
I need to remember those frequent distressing times
When you made me feel inferior
Worthless
Distraught with pain
Just a pawn in your game
Because of you I’m trying my hardest to forget everything about you, through the pain and the misery it’s causing.
Because of you I don’t know how to let anyone else in.
I don’t know if I can face this pain again.
The worst feeling is knowing exactly what I want but whatever I do I will never have what I really want
Need perhaps
You!
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nicole639
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2009-05-22 12:08:32] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Confession
(User Rating: 1 ) by Norb-E on
Sunday, 24th May 2009 @ 10:27:44 PM AEST (User
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This definately describes the situation i'm going through. I really enjoy finding people that i can relate to like this. You express really well. Hope to see more. |
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