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Where Did You Go?
Contributed by
MikeyMike
on
Wednesday, 6th May 2009 @ 08:45:37 PM in AEST
Topic:
Grief
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Where Did You Go?
I dreamed of you again like I have before. It is the only way I can see you now. We were always supposed to be together. I thought we always would be. In my dreams you talk to me like we used to. We walked through the clouds and you told me it was just a lie. It was all a joke. But it wasn’t a joke. You left me and I’m still not over you.
I don’t think I will ever be over you. We were best friends. Sometimes I can feel you watching over me or I can even feel you beside be. But it’s just my wishful thinking. If I didn’t imagine you by me at times I may not make it through.
When you left I thought it was my fault. What could I have done differently? It took me a while to realize it was out of my hands. It was your decisions that led to this. If I were there that night maybe I’d be gone too; or you’d still be here. But I can’t think like that. It makes the pain worse, unbearable at times because you were selfish.
And ***** you for leaving me. You left way too soon. You left before we got to live. Why did you have to drink that much that night? Why couldn’t you catch a ride? You should have been more careful. You put me through so much for months after.
You made my tears come heavy and often. The drinks I drank to ease the pain only made it worse. I remember seeing you on that cold day they out you both in the ground. My friends, two of the best a guy could have had were no longer with me. I didn’t tell you good bye that day. Good bye makes things real and I didn’t want you to go.
You made me believe in heaven a little more. Without it I’d never see you again so it gives me hope. That hope keeps me going and it keeps you with me. A month after you wrecked so did I. I had been drinking too. I was drinking the pain away but it didn’t work. It never did. I ran off the road and right before I hit that tree, I saw you. If you saved me that night, thank you. I only wish I could have saved you. Maybe I was just drunk. For a few months I always was. I was so empty because it still didn’t feel real. It had to be a dream. I missed you so much and I still do. I always will.
Even if just for a second, I still think of you every day. I always will. I see your faces, hear your voices, and I feel your light. When I feel you watching over me I can feel you cheering for me. If we do see each other again I wonder about many things. Will you have aged? Will you still be in your twenties when I’m older? Will you remember me? I hope you do. I never got to tell you those three words, those three words I can’t say to you.
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MikeyMike
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2009-05-06 20:45:37]
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Re: Where Did You Go?
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by Jenni_K on
Thursday, 7th May 2009 @ 01:11:07 PM AEST
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This was really a tear-jerker... I enjoyed reading it.... Thank you for sharing this..
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