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never mamma's lilttle girl!!!!
Contributed by
roxie
on
Wednesday, 11th February 2009 @ 07:20:56 PM in AEST
Topic:
AngryPoetry
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Never was mamma's lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow
Late night cries but no hugs or kisses from mamma
"Just shut the ***** UP I'm trying to sleep"
My broken heart will never heal, tears will remain unheard
Never mamma's lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow
It felt my prayer went unanswered
I can't stand this hurt, this pain it's tearing me up inside
Why can't my mamma understand all I needed was love and shelter
and I would have been alright
Every one wondering why I get high
Simple to get away from this ***** UP STATE OF MIND!
Never mamma's lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow
All this pain in my heart making me feel INSANE
When will I find myself and move forward with MY LIFE
I want to leave her behind and climb to the top
But I'm always wondering is she still alive
Why must I feel her pain? When she don't feel mine
Every day is a struggle feeling I'm out of CONTROL
Never mamma's lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow
Sometimes I find myself blaming me
It's my felt she can't LOVE me
I'm too hard to LOVE
All these questions with no answers
How do you let go of your past? When it's still in front of you
How do just leave your mom in the dirt? Even know she did it to you
How do you block it out? When you're still so scared of losing your mom
Never mamma's lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow
Late night wishes for mamma to open her eyes
To see the light, why can't you see there's always a tomorrow
Throughout my whole life I cherished each moment I heard I LOVE YOU
I cherished each moment I felt your touch
Never mammas lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow
I don't think you realized how much I needed you
I don't think you realized how much I said I HATED YOU
But inside loved you to DEATH
I keep this mask on my face so no one can see MY PAIN
I remain silent about how much I hurt over you so no one thinks I'M WEAK
Never mamma lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow
MAMMA you got me confused
I feel I don't deserve LOVE cause I was only showed pain
I feel I don't deserve happiness cause I was only showed sadness
So I will remain hoping your okay and praying for you to see another day
But it's time for me to roll on and get away from this pain
So as I said from the beginning never mammas lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow
Copyright ©
roxie
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2009-02-11 19:20:56] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: never mamma's lilttle girl!!!!
(User Rating: 1 ) by Former_Member on
Thursday, 12th February 2009 @ 10:40:58 AM AEST (User
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really angry poetry... but i would say that it is Life Poetry, that's happens in this unfair life... i am very sorry and hope everything will be ok
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Re: never mamma's lilttle girl!!!!
(User Rating: 1 ) by PreciousKitten on
Thursday, 12th February 2009 @ 09:41:56 PM AEST (User
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i truly understand this angry you have written. so this is a very good writing. |
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