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Endlessly Tortured
Contributed by
itsmenow
on
Tuesday, 10th February 2009 @ 01:21:42 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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IT TEARS ME APART THIS SIDE THAT YOURE SHOWING, MY HEART KEEPS ON RACING THERES NO SIGNS OF SLOWING.
MY CHEST SIEZES UP MY LUNGS CANT EXPAND, IN MY MIND I AM TORTURED I JUST CAN’T UNDERSTAND.
IT SEEMS SO PERPLEXING YOU LACK ALL AFFECTION, IM LOST IN THE DARKNESS WITHOUT A SENSE OF DIRECTION.
I KNOW WHERE WE STAND WE’RE PAST THE POINT OF RETURN, BUT THE LINES NOT THAT CLEAR IT’S STILL TOO HARD TO DISCERN.
I KNOW WHAT I NEED I KNOW I NEED TO CRY, BUT NOT ONE SINGLE TEAR WILL FALL FROM MY EYE.
I WANNA GIVE IN AND BACK DOWN FROM MY STANCE, BUT KNOW THAT WOULD BE FUTILE AND YOU DON’T DESERVE ONE MORE CHANCE.
YOU’VE EXPLOITED MY LOVE AND IT’S BROKEN ME DOWN, YOU TOOK IT FOR GRANTED AND MADE IT SEEM UNPROFOUND.
FOR YEARS I’VE KEPT BEATING MY HEAD ON THIS WALL, IT’S BRUISED AND IT’S BLEEDING BUT YOUR BARRIER’S NOT DAMAGED AT ALL.
YOU’RE COLDER THAN COLD YOUR HEART COULD FREEZE ICE, YOU’D DISPACH ME IN SECONDS BUT THAT WOULDN’T SUFFICE.
YOU’D STILL SEEK TO DESTROY ME IN THE MOST MALICOUS OF WAYS, YOU’VE BECOME SUCH A TRAITOR GIVING MY PERSONAL SECRETS AWAY.
YOU SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME YOUR MOUTH SPEWS OUT LIES, A WOLF IN SHEEPS CLOTHING WHAT A CLEVER DISQUISE.
I SEE YOU THROUGH RIGHT DOWN TO THE CORE, YOUR EVIL YOUR BAD YOU’RE ALL I ABHORE.
HOW DID I FALL AND LET MY HEART GET ENTANGLED, SNARED BY YOUR WEB OF DECEIT IT’S BEEN WORN OUT AND MANGLED.
I COULD WRITE VERSES WRITE LINE AFTER LINE, TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL BUT IT’S SO HARD TO DEFINE.
FOR ALL THOSE WHO READ THIS THOUGH YOU THINK YOU RELATE, YOU DON’T FEEL HOW I FEEL THERE’S NO NEED FOR DEBATE.
I FEEL LIKE IM BURNING I BEG FOR MY DEATH, I FEEL IM NOT HUMAN I FEEL NOT MUCH IS LEFT.
I FEEL LIKE IM BREAKING IM HANGING ON THREAD, I FEEL SO ALONE IT’S THINKING THESE THOUGHTS THAT I DREAD.
I FEEL LIKE IM WORTHLESS LIKE IVE DONE EVERYTHING WRONG, I FEEL LIKE IM HOPLESS LIKE I’LL NEVER BELONG.
I FEEL LIKE I NEVER QUITE GOT A FAIR SHAKE, I FEEL LOVING YOU WAS SUCH A TRAGIC MISTAKE.
I FEEL I GAVE EVERYTHING AND YOU TOOK IT WITH GREED, I FEEL HEALING IS NEEDED IT WON’T COME QUICKLY BELIEVE.
I FEEL WITH EACH LINE THAT MY HEALINGS ABATED, I FEEL YOUR POISONOUS TOUCH MY ENTIRE BODY HAS JADED.
I FEEL SO MUCH MORE THOUGH NO WORDS CAN BEGIN, TO GIVE THE SLIGHTEST INSIGHT TO HOW I FEEL DEEP WITHIN.
SO IM DONE I’LL STOP NOW THIS JUST WORSTENS THE PAIN, AND PLAYS RIGHT INTO THE HANDS OF YOUR SAME SICK TWISTED GAME.
STILL IT TEARS ME APART THIS SIDE THAT YOURE SHOWING, MY HEART KEEPS ON RACING WITH NO SIGNS OF SLOWING.
AND MY CHEST SIEZES UP MY LUNGS STILL CANT EXPAND, MY MIND REMAINS ENDLESSLY TORTURED I NEVER WILL UNDERSTAND.
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itsmenow
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2009-02-10 13:21:42]
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Re: Endlessly Tortured
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by navydocny on
Tuesday, 10th February 2009 @ 07:03:48 PM AEST
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I know this feeling well. All capitals makes it seem you're shouting. (Don't know if this was intentional, it's how I read it)
Very good flow and doesn't scatter as do some emotional pieces as such. Its hard to stay focused when you're in pain.
It is good to get this out, and you've written something great while doing it.
Keep up the good work...
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