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will it ever be okay
Contributed by
DesolantDreamer
on
Friday, 30th January 2009 @ 12:23:42 AM in AEST
Topic:
FamilyPoems
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Is it my fault?
It feel like it
That my parents aren't happy
That home feels suffocating
Running away just made it worse
I've never seen such pain
Such upset in my parents
Now I'm back and they're angry
At eachother, yelling, fighting
I'm sitting in the basement
Blaring music and the TV
Wishing the screaming would stop
I want to cry
I blame myself
Thinking I was better off
I came back home only to find
My family ripping apart at the seams
Now I wonder if I shouldn't have come back
I feel hopeless and hurt and responsible
Do I have to watch this
Watch my family break up
The pain and angst
I don't want to watch all of this horror
The world is painful enough to live in
I cannot bear it without my family
That's a fate I cannot see
It appears no matter what I do I'm bound
Bound by fate to be forever unhappy
I hurt my relationship with my family before
And so I ran away
My family and friends were hurt and upset
So I came back in hopes to fix the problems I created
And end up causing more
Will I ever be able to do anything right?
Will my family ever be happy?
I cant say I want to see this life any further
If we're bound to be tortured forever
There's really nothing I can do
To make our family better
Is there?
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2009-01-30 00:23:42] (Date/Time posted on
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