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the very moment of emotion
Contributed by
derickkk
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Sunday, 11th January 2009 @ 03:41:26 AM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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Extremely insecure,
Massive wall or block in my head
Commitment scares the ***** out of me
I have been hurt in so many ways
In my head, I find it hard to control it
I feel like I’m loosing myself of who I am?
Does that make sense?
I’m falling apart and everything has crashed right in front of my face
I could of prevented it all in the first place
Not necessary guilt i feel
Pain
Sorrow
Anger
Contentment
There all scrambled in my head
Years of built up "what ever it is inside of me"
Now and effecting me on a massive level mentally
Just hit me in a critical part in my life
a chapter
A page in a book
One day and finally one moment
“My intentions are never to say hello followed with a good bye”
I’m something else but no one really sees that
Think of me as not a role model,
But a friend companion someone to cope to despite all odds
Journey in life because we can only practice what we preach as well
Cope depending on how you look at it
but then again… what’s life ?
Without risks?
Temptations
Your inner drive for something
You want something so badly,
Farther you reach
The rather it gets away from you
Very vulnerable right at this moment i feel
Vulnerable to me and what the future lies before me
Intrigued on how your mind thinks and i feel a drive or need for more of that
Uncontrolled sensation
But don’t let me fool you
I second guess how I feel
All the time
Could be for a number of reasons
Excitement
Sexual
Mental
momental
It feels so odd to me
At this point in my life
Possibly,
its deeper than that
I just don’t know what that may be yet
What lies in the future my friend
I just close my eyes
Not think of nothing
And just listen for once
Can’t have a reason for everything in life
One day i will find those answers in my life
Sum up to one moment in my life
Can look at it and be proud of it for me
MY FATHER
Then I will ask myself "in the end was it all worth it"
I feel threatened
Vulnerable to me
Think deeper than that
Sometimes I just can help how i feel
I feel uncontrolled
Driven to something and blinding out everything that really matters
Couldn’t stop even if I wanted to
Blinding out in everything within me
My past and forget about everything that really matters
For that one second
I can feel happy even if it hurts me in the end
Everything that comes in my way
But can you look in my eyes and see what i see?
“You should never forget yourself... who else are you sure to have forever”
See past the illusion
“Chance in life, people are taken from you and not always by a choice of there own”
Only to leave with a goodbye
This isn’t about my past
I’m letting go of that
Starting over clean slate
Sometimes its the best way
I’m a very confined person
Don’t say much and keep my thought to myself
Some people just don’t need to know
“There comes a point in your life when you realize
who matters,
who never did,
who won't anymore..
and who always will.
So, don't worry about people from your past,
there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.”
'Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.'
Copyright ©
derickkk
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2009-01-11 03:41:26]
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Re: the very moment of emotion
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by elle on
Sunday, 11th January 2009 @ 10:37:48 AM AEST
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| my friend, sometimes the difficulty of being human is an overwhelming gift, slow & painful or piercing & quickening like an electrical shock. either way, in that moment, you recognize the very fragile humanness that is our being. let us not forget every genuine encounter that is beautiful, tender, lovely & fine. these are our gifts as well. your verse flows onto the page with true soul-seaching & I applaude your in depth sharing. I love the final line. a passionate bit of insight & advice. in life, when you hold such truths as this, you'll surely be blessed. |
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Re: the very moment of emotion
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by Loriann on
Sunday, 11th January 2009 @ 04:33:09 PM AEST
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| This poem is so true. So many people hurt like everone else, but in many different ways. You have captured it here. Excellent write. |
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Re: the very moment of emotion
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by Butterflyperfect on
Monday, 12th January 2009 @ 05:05:05 PM AEST
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Things are never easy in life, that is cold hard truth. Writing helps though, as a form of escape... even if temporary. This write is so deep with so much truth and emotion and I think that is what makes it so wonderful.
Love Always,
~Butterfly |
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