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I'm Evil
Contributed by
Butterflyperfect
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Tuesday, 4th November 2008 @ 11:30:30 PM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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I don't know what I want
I don't know what I need
Why am I always making mistakes
What is wrong with me
Everything I do is always wrong
Everything I say is always stupid
I'm always stupid
Why
Where do I go from here
The world is unfolding before my eyes
And I think I am losing my way,
Straying a little too far off the path
I have been hurt many times
And I don't seek vengence
Yet is still feels like I am at fault,
For me, my life, and you
Maybe the reason is me
Maybe it always was
Maybe that is why it is so hard to accept
Maybe I'm just crazy
How do I find a way home
A place that feels the way I long to feel
A place I am happy to be
How?
I am always in this constant battle
Telling myself there is reason still to fight
But slowly I find myself falling
Drowning in this pain that could be all my fault
I never meant to hurt you
It was never my intention
But it happened and I can't turn back
So I'm stuck, just stuck.
I wish I didn't mess up
I wish I never hurt you
I wish the pain was not my fault
But it could well be all my fault
I never knew what to expect
I never knew how it would end
I never thought it would be so hard
But my nightmares are coming true
Please don't be mad
I'm sorry I messed up
It is what I always do
And what I've always done
I wish I knew how to help
But the truth is I'm hurting too
Wishing I could give up
Knowing that I can't
I don't know what to live for anymore
But I know I have to try
So I cry myself to sleep
because I messed up my life
I should have never left her
Then there would be no reason for excuses
I keep holding on to nothing
And it makes me hurt myself more
Why am I so stupid
Why am I so dumb
Why am I so crazy
Why am I growing numb...
I'm a monster
I'm the devil
I have to be
How could I hurt so many people if I wasn't
So I have to be
I'm sorry for my troubles
I'm sorry for pulling you in
I think I should dissapear
Save you the trouble now
So I don't hurt you too
So Bye my friend
I'm sorry
I can't keep being right here
Knowing I'll somehow hurt you if I do
Call me crazy
Say it is in my head
In the end I'm still just evil
So please just trust me
And please just save yourself,
From me
Copyright ©
Butterflyperfect
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2008-11-04 23:30:30]
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Re: I'm Evil
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by Puppy on
Wednesday, 5th November 2008 @ 03:13:22 AM AEST
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From reading your poem i don't think your evil by any means!! You are a very talented poet who has regrets but who hasen't we all wish we could go back and change our past mistakes, but don't let the past rule the way you live now. I hope things get better soon.
Puppy :) |
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Re: I'm Evil
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by Voice of the Silent on
Wednesday, 5th November 2008 @ 08:26:58 AM AEST
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you say that your always wrong everyone is wrong because no one can be right
and you say your stupid if others call you stupid then your not if you are then you are for even having that thought
you say your evil that can't be
no one is evil just mislead and misunderstood
I don't know if what I say helps but I can hope it does
By the way great poem good expression |
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Re: I'm Evil
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by Robert_Edgar_Burns on
Wednesday, 5th November 2008 @ 09:19:02 PM AEST
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| Whatever things are true, whatever things are honest, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there be any virtue,
and if there be any praise, think on these things. Phillipians 4:8.
BLESSINGS,
Robert Edgar Lawdog Burns |
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