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Everything *-)
Contributed by
debi-x3
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Friday, 15th August 2008 @ 12:09:13 PM in AEST
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Why do you seem to hate me ?
What have I done to put myself in disgrace ?
How many times do I have to say Im Sorry,
Before you actually look me in the face ?
How can you truly stand &* critisize,
When you know squat about my life
Theres so much ***** you dont know about,
So many times Iv wanted to end this strife
Most things tend to happend to me,
You couldnt walk a mile in my shoes,
Why the hell do you never listen ?
It could help yano, It could do some good
Yes I'll do things badly,
and yes I'll make mistakes
But, you see, Its hard for me too,
But I guess thats just what life takes
Thing in my life are kinda dark right now
And having you on my back doesnt help
If you'd ever actually ask "Whats Up"
You'd find my life isnt swell
Being left by my best friend is one thing,
But loosing a sister's another
It hurts yano, loosing people who matter
And now I think im loosing me mother
Now Ive came across some decent friends,
Even if they happen to be older
You cannot make me stop talking to them
Just cos 'the world is colder'
I hate how you judge all my friends,
Without getting to know them first,
With the exception of Gemma, dad answer me this,
Who else do I actually trust ?
You dont realise that my life might be crap
Some nights I just break down in tears
And now that everythings changing
I dont feel able to share my fears.
You know that I miss being little ?
When you could chase the bad guys with light ?
When dad &* daughter got on ?
When you actually kissed me goodnight ?
Its hurts growing up
And I dont wanna no-more
Coz I get more piled on me
and its not like I try to ignore
It just happens sometimes,
Things get broken &* I cant mend it,
Just cos I cant do stuff,
Doesnt mean you can start *****
Oh yeah by the way I swear,
I cant help it, Its the way I am
But it feels like no-buddy loves me no-more,
No, not even my gran !
You know how many times Ive considered running ?
Just running away from it all ?
Quite a few, I can tell ya
But theres always been someone to catch me before I fall
Not this time, No, I am lonely
All alone in this big scary world
And theres no-one I can turn to now
Even my family's at my own peril
To be honest I ***** up alot
And I really dont mean to be sullen,
But Ive noticed now how wrong I can be,
And if you want me to change i am willing
But dont expect it to be over-night,
You know that change can take time,
And dont think i'll stop talking to my mates,
Coz at the end o' the day, theyr mine !
Their all thats really steady right now
And they'll be there through thick &* thin
Coz without them now Im nothing
They're my armour Ive built out of tin.
So guys ? Im sorry for being moody
And Im sorry for being such a cow
Coz from now on Imma try to change,
3..2..1, starting now *-)(i)
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Re: Everything *-)
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by wizard on
Friday, 15th August 2008 @ 01:50:15 PM AEST
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nicely done,
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Re: Everything *-)
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by Jenni_K on
Friday, 15th August 2008 @ 02:09:56 PM AEST
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Good vent..... really sad....
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Re: Everything *-)
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by ZiggyB on
Friday, 15th August 2008 @ 11:52:21 PM AEST
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Wow...so much going on with you.
I hope it all works out. Good write.
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Re: Everything *-)
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by Bubbles02 on
Saturday, 16th August 2008 @ 10:20:16 AM AEST
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| Wow. There are so many things in here that I can relate to. I'm having a lot of the same problems that you are. Thanks for sharing this. I guess I'm not alone. |
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Re: Everything *-)
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by Puppy_dog_eyes on
Friday, 12th December 2008 @ 04:48:20 PM AEST
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Sometimes its good to get all your feelings and frustrations out in poetry form.
This certainly seems to have been one of those times.
Life is never easy
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