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If Only...

Contributed by Muinanyere on Wednesday, 28th May 2008 @ 02:40:17 AM in AEST
Topic: SadPoetry



How can one describe years of pain
Always tossing in my sleep
Ceaseless violent rain
Wishing to no longer weep

If only one would treat me right
If only one would love me
Perhaps I’d get some sleep at night
Perhaps I might be happy

How can I hope for happiness?
After so much sorrow
How can I wish for no more loneliness?
When’s there’s no tomorrow?

All my days meld as one
One endless path I travel alone
The pain just keeps coming; it’s never done
My heart’s so heavy as if it’s made of stone

In my frustration all I can do is cry
But that no longer comforts me
I get so angry because I don’t know why
I’m ignored, why can no one see

That I don’t want to be pushed away
That I wish I was beautiful
That I wish someone would stay
That I wish I could make someone’s life wonderful

No matter how much I wish, no matter how much I cry
No man wants to be a part of my life
Sometimes I feel like I’m going to die
I will never be anyone’s wife

It hurts so much
To have no one to touch
It hurts so much
It hurts so much

I’m afraid I’ll die alone, never loved
I’m afraid I’ll die a virgin, never wanted
I’m afraid to be with anyone; I’ve only ever been lied to
My wish will not come true
What can I do?

Nothing, I can do nothing
But sit here and wait
For nothing, but wishing for something
I don't want to accept that fate

But pain and loneliness is all I know
I do not know joy I do not know love
What’ll my life have to show?
Nothing but me screaming at the sky above

Women only tear me apart
To point out their happiness
Men only rip out my heart
And remind me of my ugliness

I’ve never had a true friend
I’ve never had a man
When will this come to an end?
Of this life I’m not a fan


If only it would all stop
If only….





Copyright © Muinanyere ... [ 2008-05-28 02:40:17]
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Re: If Only... (User Rating: 1 )
by PhantomVampyress on Wednesday, 28th May 2008 @ 09:32:45 AM AEST
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this is very sad and very touching.. Its very relatable to everyoone at times.. this is very expressive and that feeling is one of the worst to have you have captured it into words extremely well and the ending is great

rock on,
vampyress Jenni


Re: If Only... (User Rating: 1 )
by deadwriter on Wednesday, 28th May 2008 @ 11:38:06 AM AEST
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Muinanyere,

This is truly sad and brings tears to ones eyes. The only advice I can give is to not give up. One day you will go through a door or walk down a street and that special person will see you there. To Hell with thos who try to belittle you or make you feel unattractive. What do they know? Probably 500lbs of make up to get them noticed. Chin up, SMILE, and go forth with dignity. Just DO NOT give up.

Deadwriter


Re: If Only... (User Rating: 1 )
by Rhei76 on Wednesday, 28th May 2008 @ 04:35:12 PM AEST
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Your poem and emotions are loudly felt. Your words are saddly something we all feel. Lovely, that you scream them.
All I can say is everyone feels this way from time to time, but As I understand your words, I still believe no one is meant to be alone, I'm no good enough to be left alone.
So believe and in time you will find your home.




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