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Contributed by
xoBrokenxo
on
Thursday, 15th May 2008 @ 08:41:02 AM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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The words come out faster than I can keep up with them.
Turns out, I do know more about what’s happened in my life than I realized.
I remember every time I ever cut for you,
Every time you made me cry and feel unwanted.
You seemed to have done that a lot…
I look back to December,
And wonder where that girl went.
I don’t recognize myself,
And I can’t find myself,
No matter how hard I look.
People come into my life all the time,
Most trying to help me.
I just tell them not to waste their time.
I’m at the bottom of this giant pit,
The walls so steep.
Just when I think I’m going to get out,
You do something to push me back in.
That new guy, he’ll take my hand and begin to pull me out.
But you’ll just push me back in without realizing it.
I wonder why you affect me so,
Why I’m so attuned to your every move.
I like to think that I don’t still have a “thing” for you,
That I’ve moved on in my life without you.
But I wonder if that’s something I’ll always fake.
If a new guy comes into my life next year,
When you’re not around anymore,
Will I allow myself to finally let someone love me?
Will I finally stop fighting their love?
Why do I think that only you can love me,
That only you I can love?
You’re not the only guy out there,
And that I know.
But it seems that you’re the only one in my world.
And try as I might, I can’t seem to change that.
Copyright ©
xoBrokenxo
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2008-05-15 08:41:02] (Date/Time posted on
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