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It started with a diet..
Contributed by
jazzyfizzle
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Thursday, 20th March 2008 @ 02:55:20 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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It all started with a diet...
A simple thing kick started this whole mess
I knew exactly what I had to do
So I started eating less and less
The whole process started getting easier
My eating had almost completely stopped
I knew this wasn't the way to do it
But I couldnt believe all the weight that I had dropped
Soo I figured I'd keep going...
Its not like my parents would ever see
I had so many excuses
And"eating with my friends" covered up for me
So time progressed, as weeks went by
I came to be almost slightly happy with my weight
And food became so gross to see
That I just stopped and never ate
But then things started getting harder
I started feeling sick and tired all the time
And I always had to play it off
And tell my friends and parents that I'm fine
Then my parents started getting angry
Saying that..." I never ate with them"
So every once in a while I would eat dinner
But then I would have to go throw it up again
This whole thing became a problem
That I knew I couldn't handle anymore
I knew it wasn't good that I
Spent soo much time sitting on my bathroom floor
If you had asked me when this all started
If this was where I thought I'd be
I honestly never though in a million years
That something like this would ever happen to me
But I guess it did and here I am
But I truly have no idea how...
I guess the real question here is
What should I do now?
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jazzyfizzle
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2008-03-20 14:55:20] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: It started with a diet..
(User Rating: 1 ) by jenniferstein2006 on
Friday, 21st March 2008 @ 04:14:58 PM AEST (User
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beautiful write i hope you feel better |
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Re: It started with a diet..
(User Rating: 1 ) by jenniferstein2006 on
Friday, 21st March 2008 @ 04:15:10 PM AEST (User
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beautiful write i hope you feel better |
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Re: It started with a diet..
(User Rating: 1 ) by jenniferstein2006 on
Friday, 21st March 2008 @ 04:15:10 PM AEST (User
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beautiful write i hope you feel better |
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