|
Menu
|
|
|
Social
|
|
|
|
My pain
Contributed by
SilverRain
on
Friday, 8th February 2008 @ 04:06:31 PM in AEST
Topic:
SadPoetry
|
So many others stand where I stand now
Feeling the pull of responsibility
Against the pull of what I want to be me,
An internal struggle that tears me apart,
Little by little until it gets to my heart,
Then it just rips, shreds and devours,
Leaving emptiness, anger and no sight of relief…
How can wanting to be with you be asking too much?
How can showing you that I love you every second of the day,
be and infringement on those around me?
How can others want to restrict me in holding you,
kissing you, making love to you…
How can ‘I love you’ be put into a box till another day…
I want to be
I want to love you
Want to show you this all the time!!!
But they did not ask for this either
They need the bond and freedom to connect.
Some things are more than they should see for now.
Some things are more than they could bare for now.
They also hurting, searching, and crying out.
I have to do this.
So the struggle continues in the depths of my being.
And my mind plays games
About what ifs and when…
Expecting you to walk away
And fade into the tears that fill my eyes,
Expecting you to tell me
That this is not for you,
Cause I know its not
Its not for me either
But I have too
I don’t have a choice
They you hold my hand and tell me
That you will never leave me
And when I search in your eyes,
I can see that you’re for real
And you tell me you love me
And the words run around,
Filling all the empty spaces in my mind…
It does not bring comfort or relief
In the struggle in my heart
But brings acceptance and piece
In knowing you share this struggle with me
And one day, when we reflect
And see all we accomplished together,
We’ll see how out struggles tied us together,
Closer into each others arms,
A protection against others and ourselves,
And make us realise,
That together,
U and I,
We can conquer the world.
Copyright ©
SilverRain
... [
2008-02-08 16:06:31] (Date/Time posted on
site)
Advertisments:
|
|
|
|
|
Sorry, comments are no longer allowed for anonymous, please register for a free membership to access this feature and more
|
|
All comments are owned by the poster. Your Poetry
Dot Com is not responsible for the content of any
comment. That said, if you find an offensive comment, please
contact via the FeedBack Form with details, including poem title
etc.
|
|
|
Re: My pain
(User Rating: 1 ) by alibof10 on
Sunday, 23rd March 2008 @ 06:14:43 AM AEST (User
Info | Send
a Message)
|
outstanding poem man!! i love it and i relate 2 it a lot .. |
|
|
|