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Blameless- The Dreamer
Contributed by
Tot
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Tuesday, 25th December 2007 @ 01:06:25 PM in AEST
Topic:
toughstuff
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Never was I so truly innocent of any crime
surely if you were to search so far
my wrongs you would find
a dreamer drenched in fantasy
I fancied myself something great
from the time I first picked up my pencil
and found the words to write
Never to say I was so fantastic
that there could be no one better
I was only a child
living in anger
who found a pen
to make it better
barely a teen
when without even my first kiss
my innocence was assaulted
but for the sakes of those I loved
I bore the pain alone
so many years , they passed without one word spoken
for what did I have but a family..one truly broken
never so innocent was I that I could be blamed for nothing
but there are some things I would say are not the fault of the dreamer
when attacked without a place to run
no one to place my fears upon
no shoulder on which to cry
so instead I wrote my dreams on paper
and placed my anguish behind me
for what did I have but a family-that was truly broken
so when the courage somehow found its way through my mind and outward
no one stood by me, all doubting me
what fears I had always bore proved reality
for never was I so innocent that no blame could be placed upon me
and blame you all pointed to the dreamer..
a liar, a whore, a tramp,
the dreamer whose only true dream was a reality in which he had not touched her
believe me I never asked
never wanted
but yet your blame lays upon me
when my blame lays upon you
FOR NEVER WERE YOU SO INNOCENT
THAT I COULD NOT FIND YOUR CRIME
all of you with the words of hate
so, yes perhaps, I abandoned the hate,
left behind the anger, the piercing words,
and forged ahead without you
and you will stay behind~
maybe somewhere deep in my mind, I can forgive you all
but in my heart I know you will never be a part of me again
because the one time this dreamer needed you
you stood by the man who took me my from childhood
and made cold
But now as I stand with the road ahead my life seems so open
there is no anger inside my soul
because I know that even though I never was so truly innocent could blame
not find its way to my door, but here and here I will always stand
the only one willing to tell the truth...because the COWARD of cowards, the
true liar is that and nothing more
I will always stand here stead fast and unmoving
Blameless
Blameless
I am Blameless
So you can take that with you when you die
because it will be then and only then
that you will ever know
that I was the one to believe in
when all the anger passed
Copyright ©
Tot
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2007-12-25 13:06:25]
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Re: Blameless- The Dreamer
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by Former_Member on
Saturday, 29th December 2007 @ 07:57:27 AM AEST
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My gosh, Kandice. This poem literally bleeds with an ache. The subject makes it
sobering, but somehow there is a freedom to be found within the lines. You have
released deomons that hold a tight grip on our souls. Banished them in fact. I
wish they were never there to begin with. I wish so many things for you that
have not yet found you. They will, sweetie. Because you deserve every
happiness. :)
I admire your strength and courage. Beautiful dwells in your heart.
Thanks for sharing.
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Re: Blameless- The Dreamer
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by Former_Member on
Tuesday, 8th January 2008 @ 04:07:26 AM AEST
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If there is no anger inside your soul,you are truly blessed.
The picking up of the pen is the gateway to knowing ourselves,I'm glad you found that key.
You write so well,you really do.
You know the truth and I guess if others had your courage,they'd admit that you do.
Den |
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