Questions
Contributed by
Rico
on
Monday, 12th November 2007 @ 05:50:21 AM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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There are questions that just bring more questions, i write about the questions that run through my mind with out wven thinking about them, but what if the questions that i ask will just continue to bring more, i will never see peace i will keep torturing myself with the items that torture my mind, I am Sane, i believe i am Sane, but am I? I kill, and i feel nothing, i have changed but am i stil Sane, one question that must go unanswered, if i have the answer to that question i might not be able to make it back to my reality...is my reality the true reality though? I keep telling myself that i have my pain, the pain in my heart, the pain in my head! I must have that, I must have my pain..... my pain keeps my Anger going.....with out them i am nothing..... I am Sane though, I must be...I must be. I feel no regret though.... why...my questions will go unanswered, they must, if i get the answers then i will have no need to wonder, no need to worry, no need to Hate.......Hate who I am, Hate them, Hate Her but love her....... Am i Sane....... No!!!! How can i be Sane, I love a girl that does nothing but bleeds my heart.....I hate her, I love her, I am nothing without her....How can i be Sane... I need hate to drive me, I need the Pain to keep me alive, why cant i just take a bullet, go on a mission and take a bullet..... wow another question that must go unanswered....I am Sane, I have my own Sanity, Mine....my reality, were everything will be as it should....Everyone hiding, screaming, crying, gasping for their last breath of life, Their blood mixed with others mixed with mine everyone dieing or already dead...... Then i wake up, It is not my reality, it is still theirs, i am lost, lost in a reality that is not my own. or is it??? Damn another question.... How can one tell what is real and what is just non existant....As you see questions do nothing but bring more questions, But i am able to answer at least one of these...... I am the the one who is Sane, and you are the one who is Insane..... I may be lost but at least i am lost within myself, You are lost among the world, lost among others just like you...... But here i Stay In my reality totally Sane......I will remain alone and lost among myself...
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