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Twisted
Contributed by
danhar07
on
Thursday, 8th November 2007 @ 08:11:40 PM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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You've done this to me not long
before you told me what I was losing
I quess every one else was right about you
maybe I just didn't want to see
the side of you that
hates every part of me
you did this
to me
and now I can't be happy
I 'd give up every thing for you
and you know
but still you let me fall
I'd lose it all
if I let you back inside
you'd say that your love is true
but behind your eyes
I see your lies
I don't trust you
for the things you do
Remember all the *****
from before
it pulls you down
and keeps you burnd
there's no excuses
nothing you can every say
will every change what you've done to me in a pass life
don't stand in frount of me
and say those 3 words
If you don't hear me clear
then walking away should
state how I feel
I don't know what you want
from me you've taken all that could
and I don't know what to do
Because I"m still in love with you
and I don't know who to turn to
how can I find any trust
in soul that
kills mine with control
With every word
you don't understand
Your missing everything
never was fake
Never held back on my dreams
and so it seems
you don't care
because you let go
and moved on to some one
so differnt
And so I can't sleep
Some times I just don't wanna breath
I rather die
then stay and not be with who I need
and your never know
never see what I'm writing
what I'm thinking
how much I'm bleeding
on the inside
reaching out for help
but nothing and no one ever comes
I'm on my last strawl
I'm ready to end it all...
Is this forgivness
shove me over again
I 've waited for this to end
this game we play
your always win
I'm down lower
than I've ever been before
Now I forget
The life I once lived
unfair for I try
let these dreams suffocate
wish I wasn't fake
to why I wish I was dead
Memories killed all hope of being whole again
I've held out for far to long
nothing left but lies deep behind your evil eyes
nothing inside your selfish mind
what's to find
another cry
taking the breathe out of me
see if You would make it through
close the open wound
lose what I love
for no reason
show me what it should be this logic isn't fair
are we hating
look at the damge done to me
fight just to find out things deep
torement the very dreams are of love from you
what's left to say
is the point clear
this way
I'm happy now
that i don't care
that your not here
Broken those chain's
Ya I finally stepped away
Now it's you left to be with out me
done with your changeing ways
every day another 3words
that's not enought
it never is and never was
around me everything falls apart
this hearts bleeding an the weight is even farther
no longer hunger for better way's I'll just give in
with it so hard now to breathe with fake cover over my face
living is hard enought with out me ***** up
so end a bless less then nothing ness
to forget what should be isn't real
never was good enought
to be the one left to stand
lost my way killed the voice inside that wills to try again
This fight I can never win
so I just flat out give in to my sinns
No further is the line I can't bend
the walls I just can't break down
Feeling of being crossed
lost on the inside
burning is the pain
unexplaind shame I hide deep into me
Take all the loved things
and burn them to the ground
My life a prison for every dream I left alive
Nothing here but numb to feel
so how dose it reveal the person that is me
what can you really believe
when the real me you can't see
Breathe in and relate
When was you left to be empty
Who took everything
who let you bleed
who keeps you from you sleep
who can't you forget to think about
who's voice is at the back of your mind
Who's killing you inside
Who left you dead
with nothing to save
no self respect
no heart feeling the poison killing the empty space
Suffocating under the skin
what you can't hear
not breathing reasons for
loseing never ending what's controling, what you 've done
all this coming from the pressure of being forced to always take
reacting to your deceptions
I can do nothing but stand here and brake
While this fear consumes
all that can't be mine
again on my knees
I give it all up for you
Not caring
for my own life
do what you want
I'll be right beside you
till the end
it's for you
all the pain that I have
All from you
wasted cries
tears don't fill my cold blue eyes
as I already know you'd love to end my life
You already have with your knife stabbing throught this heart of mine...
Copyright ©
danhar07
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2007-11-08 20:11:40]
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Re: Twisted
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by law_glen18 on
Thursday, 8th November 2007 @ 11:21:25 PM AEST
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I have so been there, it is very hard indeed. A long but drawing poem i truly hope you find the one that will fill all your dreams and see you for the unique wonder you really are. But keep writing, you are a tryly emotion filled natural writer. Loved you art!
All the best aye!
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