I apologise to you, my past,
for holding on to any dream,
not knowing truth for what is,
and only seeing what it seems,
I apologise for holding on,
and letting hope control my heart,
but I ask you now, what is the use,
of letting pain tear me apart?
I apologise for not speaking out,
or letting pain and anguish free,
and losing myself in the depths,
of hiding you from honesty.
and I'm sorry more, for letting go,
and even more for giving up,
I love you still, I hope you know,
but now it's just too tough.

I apologise for not being what
you needed me to be,
and not holding to you stronger,
when you backed away from me,
I'm so sorry for not fighting,
because you asked me not to try,
I should have punched and kicked and fought,
not watched you as you cried.

But most of all I'm sorry,
for never being brave,
I tried the hardest that I could,
but we're too far gone to save,
and I hope you always know that,
although you walked away,
I will always be the one,
my heart will truly blame.

So take this as a last goodbye,
and please ignore the tears that fall,
'cause even though I ache and cry,
I'm sorry, for nothing at all,
and there will always be the moments,
when I miss us at our best,
but when you read these words, please know,
it's just the end that I regret.