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This Feeling
Contributed by
Malcolmsdreamgirl
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Sunday, 16th September 2007 @ 06:10:11 AM in AEST
Topic:
LoveRemembered
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What is this feeling I can feel inside?
Should I just share it? or continue to hide?
Why doesn't my heart miss a beat anymore?
When I hear him pull up,and walk thru the door?
Which of us has changed? Is it me has? Or him?
I don't mean in figure now hes so trim,
I mean in the coldness I continue to sense
As I stay here confused ,as I sit on the fence
In bed as he holds me so tight in his arms
No longer do I feel the excitement nor thrilled by his charms
Yet thought of life without him, simply makes me feel sick
Let me deal with this feeling, let me sort it out quick!
Is the romance all over? after year and a half?
Is it downhill from now on no fun and no laugh?
Does he even realise what goes on in my head?
As we lay there together so close in our bed.
Now I get angry when once I would smile,
I snap at him sarcastic once and a while
I don't mean to coldshoulder but what can I do?
I really don't know if I can still.......love you?
I wish that this feeling would simply subside
I have often ignored it, I truly have tried
But there always seems something that just makes me snap
I don't scream and shout or get in a flap
I take myself from him, and leave him alone
I try not to arugue I play with my phone
I turn on my computer and read all my mail
But the feeling remains all distractions they fail
I wish I could go back, back to whenever it came
I wish I could ignore it and bring that love back the same
But I know that I can't because now Ive moved on
But I know also that.............. ALL LOVE hasn't gone
So WHY do I feel this? this pain deep inside?
When his arm is around me, as I sit by his side
why can't I allow the love deep inside out?
What is this feeling? what is it about?
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Malcolmsdreamgirl
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2007-09-16 06:10:11]
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Re: This Feeling
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by CloakedMystery on
Sunday, 16th September 2007 @ 07:18:05 AM AEST
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| beautiful poem.. and hard times.. best of luck with your situatiion.. hope all works out.. |
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Re: This Feeling
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by Former_Member on
Sunday, 16th September 2007 @ 11:33:35 PM AEST
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This is sad but don't throw love away every one goes through this your young and impetuious be carfule not to be impulsive trust in love and even more in each other. powerful write best 2u always . . .
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Re: This Feeling
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by Dom on
Monday, 17th September 2007 @ 10:10:57 PM AEST
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Its so difficult to know, isn't it, whether these feelings will be permanent or if this is just a difficult phase that can be overcome.
My heart really goes out to you.
You say you still love him, so I wouldn't throw it all away just yet. Give time a chance and try to figure out what it is that feels different. Perhaps he feels the same way at the moment and it hanging in the air between you, unspoken but present. So damn hard, but then if it was easy it wouldn't be so wonderful in the good times.
I hope you can get things sorted,
Dom |
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