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Consumption
Contributed by
sally-heart-jack
on
Saturday, 1st September 2007 @ 02:02:39 PM in AEST
Topic:
anguished
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It's shocking.
it's shocking how much emotional dependence is placed in you
It's like you're an endorphin variable, it makes no sense.
I have only enough assurance
to assure myself that something will change.
But I can't get far beyond that.
So it could lead to either spectrum....
I cannot touch a pen to a paper without it not regarding you in the end.
I am trapped in my own self-consciousness,
and you won't back me up.
I'm playing a solo hand again.
You're so dense that you'd pass up time for excitement.
You left experience for artificial love.
You've been foiled by your own naivety!
You spent such a long time on one side, you couldn't wait to jump away
once the other choice came speeding by.
You've turned me obsessive.
I cannot read without it pertaining to you
And I can't enjoy my solitude anymore.
And all of the complicated words I know... just don't seem accurate enough anymore....
I don't want you left with a frame of mistakes
And we're both not clean anymore.
So I don't want you passing filth to any other person.
You've made me mute.
I cannot speak without being reminded what I've said to you.
If we both lose at the same time, can we still win?
I never wanted to hope for something you so meekly didn't want.
I still want to refuse that I harbor a bad habit,
because you bring it up at the worst times.
You've made me dispirited.
I cannot enjoy the night sky in my bedroom because I'm constantly waiting for the day to end.
I'm shaken, we've driven down past these lights before
And I thought the same thing
But, somehow, now, when I drive by them, these lights,
oh, they still shine so bright, but, somehow.. they,
they dull my inspiration so.
I can't stop thinking when I shared this scenery with you
And it wasn't too long ago, either....
You've turned me diseased.
I cannot feel my own face anymore
without being consumed by numbness.
I am ashamed of my own body,
and I feel a sickness coming on again...
An obsession with time, there couldn't be anything more addictive
Copyright ©
sally-heart-jack
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2007-09-01 14:02:39]
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Re: Consumption
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by zenith66 on
Saturday, 1st September 2007 @ 02:17:49 PM AEST
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god this was brillinat and a bit shocking all right,, great write and originality..
well done!!
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Re: Consumption
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by needledancing on
Sunday, 2nd September 2007 @ 04:10:44 AM AEST
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| An incredible and powerful write. Such proof of how loss can run deep and linger into our present moments thus blinding us from the joy that may be there. Excellent. |
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