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Dull Illumination
Contributed by
mujercitachulita
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Sunday, 12th August 2007 @ 07:34:58 AM in AEST
Topic:
toughstuff
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I once was something great, a great many things.
But it is all gone,dissapeared behind a dark shadow,
a fog of sorts.
My mind was once like an electric brilliance,
but suddenly shut off by a blown fuse.
My dormant state has brought new eras, but none of them hopefull.
As I wait for myself to return, I am reminded of my past.
While I wallow in my nostalgia, I am reminded of sleepless nights and endless glass bottles,
loud music and anynomous lovers.
Only one of them loved me back.
Right now, as I look out the window- the sun illuminates my forehead, as if opening a third eye,
but it is a dull illumination, as if I am never to become my former self.
I bathe myself in pity and despair, and my third eye closes.
I have reached my experation date, and now I am worth nothing to anyone, just left a rotting shell.
The real world calls, but all I want to do is crawl into my meditation spot, and call out to myself like an owner to a lost pup, desperately hoping for a hasty return.
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Re: Dull Illumination
(User Rating: 1 ) by unknown_utopia on
Monday, 13th August 2007 @ 09:31:40 AM AEST (User
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I know this
lost
feeling.....
never fear
you will return. |
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