anonymous: who are you?
Contributed by
ZforZachariah
on
Friday, 27th July 2007 @ 04:21:02 AM in AEST
Topic:
DreamsandWishes
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when i am doing what i really need to do
when i think long and hard, and make the best decision
when i succumb to my ultimate fears again and again, but know that i don't give up no matter what
when i control my righteous rage to lash out, kill, destroy and self-destruct
when i look into an ordinary person's eyes and tell them that i live everyday to fullfill my destiny
when i look into the alpine misty wilderness and loose myself into the clouds
when i stare into the weakness within me and tell it that i'm taking over
when i cry because i have never felt love
when i feel down because i have no humor, personality or social skills
when i have been unjustly dealt injustice and verbally abused
when i stare into the abyss and know that i don't know and likely will never know why all this is
when i can tell my childhood heroes in the end that i tried to be like them, and i deeply admire them
when i think of the huge odds against me, and feel discouraged
when i see multitude of people who are better than me, and feel discouraged again
when i sacrifice my honor, my righteousness, my happiness, my respect, my soul, my body, my integrity, my conscious, my desire, my gods, my love, my everything for my volition to achieve my destiny.
depressed, saddened, angered, rarely happy, embarrassed, scared, hopeless, and yet there's no recourse, i must do what i deem i must do
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2007-07-27 04:21:02] (Date/Time posted on
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