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How To Lose A Guy In One Year
Contributed by
Vixen99
on
Wednesday, 26th February 2003 @ 09:00:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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I met you almost a year ago and I remember how you looked
I remember every awkward step we took to become who we are and what we've made ourselves to be
There are so many memories not even a time capsule could hold in
It was that new feeling when you get butterflies in your stomach and you don't want to admit it
We both wanted each others company and couldn't resist goodbyes
Goodbyes were just too hard
I took care of you when you needed me and no one was there to help
I kissed your eyes to make things better
Somehow my lips ended up on yours
Crazy late movie nights cuddling and learning new things about you was the best part of knowing you
I wish we could go back so I could take things slower
I learned everything so fast and not one piece will be forgotten
That house, I loved the sounds and all the smiles and laughter we had in them
Or the quiet moments when you would sneak behind me and hold me from my waist and you would tell me you loved me
Oh, what a good feeling it was
I'd see you cooking and think how lucky I am
I tried so hard for you to see how much I cared and loved you
And when you'd beat on your drums I would look at this beautiful man and would look at you in awe that I had you
Remember that social we went to and we picked up Troy, then too, I just knew
I loved you
I loved putting my arms around you
Or that wedding we attended, I kept hoping one day it would be us
Holding your hand and saying nothing
Tickling me till I couldn't catch my breath
And then we'd look at each other and laugh because only you could do that to me
Sleeping every night together and finding your feet was security to know I had you beside me
Or when you would just pinch my bum and give me that glance, I just had to get you back
Just holding you felt right and smelling your shirt or even stinky socks
I still loved it all
I remember when you told me to lean in
I asked why
You replied "This beautiful aroma just came from you"
It was vanilla, honey
Your grin was too cute as you leaned in to kiss me, I loved that kiss
And your lips were so tender and when I think of it I still can taste them
We've evoled to this couple where anything new doesn't excite us
Yet I still love you so much, from the bottom of my heart it's true
Every word
And my tears are swelling up
I remember how good we were for each other in the beginning and it's flowing away as fast as water does down a drain
It's scaring me to think the one thing I needed and wanted is gone
Gone or leaving
Leaving or slipping
I suppose I never had you to begin with
It was all just too good to be true
Perhaps we were so caught up in being in love rather than finding what we needed
The hurt from that is damaging
I wish I made things work
But with love you shouldn't have to try it should just be there
The only thing you should have to try at, is continuing a role that's meant to be
I guess that's just not us
I'm sorry I intruded
I'm not the girl of your dreams
Please make things end faster so it's not dragged out and I'm left hurting
Just cut me off as you would a fresh overly long blade of grass and torn to nothing but a stub
For my life now seems that small
All I wanted was things to be what it was how you heard in fairytales
I wanted to be your princess
And you, my knight and shining armor
We're too far gone and I can't begin to replace
All the amazing memories that are left
So if you still have one ounce of love or care in the world for me,
Know that I wish you nothing but the best
And remember that this is hard for me to say
I'm sorry but I can't go on like this
Thank you for everything, none is to be forgotton
All is fair in love and war
Leave me alone, I have new battles
Your lips are touched one last time
And then I touch your eyes
Those beautiful green eyes
I wish I could make things better
But in my heart I know I can't
So from now on we'll look at each other as nothing but a thing of the past
And we'll have a blank stare so we don't go behind the sheet that covers everything we had
Copyright ©
Vixen99
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2003-02-26 21:00:00]
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Re: How To Lose A Guy In One Year
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by LOWMAN613 on
Wednesday, 26th February 2003 @ 11:41:14 PM AEST
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AAAWWW Lost loves are so hard to deal with a times but somehow we learn from them!
I know now that it seems hard,but you will recover! Christina |
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Re: How To Lose A Guy In One Year
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by mblondiepink on
Thursday, 27th February 2003 @ 07:02:39 AM AEST
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| I loved this poem. It really spoke to me b/c my boyfriend and I broke up for good 2 days ago. We had been together for almost a year and the longer we stayed together the worse things got. I tried to salvage it b/c things were so great in the beginning but finally I realized it was far too gone. It's good to know that I am not alone in this. |
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Re: How To Lose A Guy In One Year
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by Jenni_Kalicharan on
Friday, 7th March 2003 @ 04:12:01 PM AEST
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Wow...great write.. filled with mixed emotions..
Jenni |
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