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Forced To Let You Go
Contributed by
sillyellen
on
Sunday, 8th April 2007 @ 01:10:36 AM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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The last time i held you close was the time i was forced to let you go
i tried so hard to say i love you just so your'd always know
My eyes rained and my heart blead as all our memories run throught my head
Held yout heart to my ear and prayed to god i would hear
Some say signs in life are dreams,
Some say signs in life are faite
My sign in life was our first date
And when every detail comes rushing back
I sit here and wait for your heart bear, or the one which your now lack
The sirens ring circles in my mind
As some one essists me, but i refuse to leave you behind
My heart lays there with you in your hands
My life stays with you and all our plans
I scream and shout as they take you away
Fall to my needs, sit down and pray
Dear god, if your there please do everything you can to bring me the joy back into my eyes
give me the stregnth inside my heart body and mind to stay wise
stop me from falling of the rails that have been layed down infront of me
give me the power to be my own person and be set free
Let me hold onto everything perfect in my life, dream and path
Never let me come into contact with someone who wants to give me there rath
do all these things i know he would to make sure i stick to my path
my heart is heavy, my mind is empty, my soul has dissapeared
as i look down to my body all i see is your blood smeared
over every object of clothing im wearing
because right now its the closest thing wear sharing
my heart races faster then its desired
my eyes start closing faster than required
my limbs wont move where there suppost to as if there wired
and my insides burn so deeply as if they've been fired
the gap they're burning away is leaving me shattered bit by bit
and for the first time in my life im ready to give up and admit
because right now your'd be the person making sure i didn't quit
your bedside glows in every colour underneath the sun
i wonder what your'd think if you where looking down on each and every one
expressing someone else's care for you and what you do
im the only one in the room, could be talking to myself
but ill never stop talking, even though it used to annoy yourself
ill never stop letting you know im here
its the main point i want to make clear
your parents left, they couldn't handle your situation, so they moved away
they love you im sure, but they left me with your faite so as usual i obey
now im being told your not even with us anymore, your just a bleeping monitor
ive known it for to long but now its time to be sure
the best good bye i want to give you, is the one with me by yourside
to be down for you during your everyride
like we always used to sing....we ride we ride its till the day that we die
now baby dont think im doing this because i want to leave your to lie
but its for your own benifit, so you dont get any worse
and i know you wont get any better its like some kind of curse
they showed me what to do, to end your sorrow and pain
now its up to me how long you remain
its killing you keeping you here, and its killing me to have to do this my dear
i kiss you goodbye, give you my last personal words that ill keep between me and you
now i know what i have to do,
goodbye baby
i come to the place where you loved to be,
wether it was with your boys, your girls or with me
its where i left you to spend the rest of your time
everyday at the same time the church bells chime
and after each one i just thank god that i god the chance to have you as mine
Copyright ©
sillyellen
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2007-04-08 01:10:36]
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