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I tried
Contributed by
sour_gurl67
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Thursday, 22nd March 2007 @ 08:26:09 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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help me dissapper, far away from here
this is how I feel, it is all too real
I tried to numb the pain, in every single way
but I have played this game, until I've gone insane
I'm tired and I'm weak, I don't even want to speak
this is my last breath, giving all that I've got left
I have not one fear, so please don't shed a tear
and I will miss you all, know that this is not your fault
I tried to bleed it out, silently I'd shout
I tried to hurt myself, and for a while it helped
but as soon as my wounds closed, I felt the aching in my soul
So I'm left with scars, to remind me everyday that life is too hard
I tried to starve away my pain, but did it all in vein
It just made me feel worse, starve. binge. starve. purge
the story of my life, I can't get nothing right
I guess I'm giving in, I created the hell that I am living in
I tried to get some help, and to look inside myself
I tried what the doctors said, went through a million different meds
They look at me with sympathy, but that is all they have for me
I don't need someone else to make me feel crazy, I can do that on my own
I am no longer mad, and I am no longer sad
I can't say that I'm depressed, just that I've got nothing left
It's been an uphill battle and I've run until I'm falling down out of breath
It's best that I'm letting go, it's peaceful now, quiet and I am all alone
So with this knife now in my hand, I hope they understand
I lived a life in vein, I gave into my pain
This is no one's problem but mine, and I'm solving it tonight
I hope my reason for this shows, in these words that I have wrote
So now I'll say good-bye, as I slowly bleed and die
don't worry I'll be fine, and I'm sure you'll be allright
I love you but I know, I only bring worry and pain to those I love
It's better off this way, cause I can never change
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sour_gurl67
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2007-03-22 20:26:09]
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Re: I tried
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by darkangeleyes57 on
Friday, 23rd March 2007 @ 07:00:09 AM AEST
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Raw and very deep. I can relate to this. I often lose all feelings and emotions and I often wonder if I am dead because I don't feel any thing at all. This was a very good poem. I know that it is hard to keep going when you feel like that but hang in there.
Take care
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Re: I tried
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by Rhei76 on
Saturday, 24th March 2007 @ 05:38:54 PM AEST
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I hope it's just a write.
You did an awsome job on your words here.
Very deep and sad of feeling sick and tired. |
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Re: I tried
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by myheartsvoice on
Tuesday, 27th March 2007 @ 05:19:16 PM AEST
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Awesome write, as long as we're alive though we must go on i failed miserably in a dream i had ever since child hood only to sucseed in another, but the pain of not suseeding at the first dream still surfaces every now and then to haunt me and mock me. hang in there things have a way of working out for the best all in good time. nice writting.
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