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Heavenly Hatred of the Damned
Contributed by
misunderstood_gurl
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Wednesday, 17th January 2007 @ 09:07:01 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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It was never me he wanted.
It was the girl that I've known forever.
All those lies he wispered in my ear,
All those lies that I kept fall ing for,
Are forever burned into my mind
I really thought he cared
I really thought that he saw me more as just some other girl
Why is it always her?
And why is it NEVER me?
I thought that this was finally the one.
That THIS was real.
But no,
It was just another pretended fate.
How could I let my defense down,
Even for a minuter?
I trusted him with my heart
And now I'm on the verge of breaking.
I felt so loved.
So needed.
What happened?
Why couldn't I be the one to finally end with a happy ending?
Even though, I don't deserve the fate of happiness.
I didn't even deserve a glimpse of true happiness.
I never even had a REAL chance at an happy ending to begin with.
I never had a real chance at love.
But still...
I look at him and long for what I thought we had.
What I THOUGHT was the magnificent feeling of love.
But I should have known better...
The damned never find true bliss.
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misunderstood_gurl
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2007-01-17 21:07:01] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Heavenly Hatred of the Damned
(User Rating: 1 ) by CuriousitysCat on
Wednesday, 17th January 2007 @ 09:52:40 PM AEST (User
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I can understand where you are coming from on this one. Though I have not personally been in this exact predicament I have seen those who have. Whereas I feel bad about it, I also want to say that it will feel so much better when you allow yourself time to heal and it works. And you move on [easier said then done, I know] and life goes on, good or bad it just does. Although you probably could figure this out on your own, I told you anyways lol And on the darker side which is a place I rarely visit anymore, I believe that even the 'damned' can find refuge and 'bliss' within others, especially empaths.
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FIND YOURSELF AN EMPATH!
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Re: Heavenly Hatred of the Damned
(User Rating: 1 ) by emystar on
Wednesday, 17th January 2007 @ 10:57:22 PM AEST (User
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Sad but great writing. I can relate.
Just please take it easy on yourself as we all deserve luv.
huggs,
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