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Let me out of myself.
Contributed by
sweetkisses0741
on
Sunday, 31st December 2006 @ 03:04:40 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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Smile my empty soul
Things will get better
I feel you weighing me down
And I don’t really like it
Why can’t you just do as I say.
I try to put on a smile
But it feels so wrong inside
“I’m okay”
Is my most used phrase
Even though I have never meant it
People keep believing it.
Tonight I need you to hold my hand
Take me through this step by step
Who you are
I don’t know.
I may never know.
Maybe I don’t want to know
People worry about people like me
If they aren’t worrying about me
Then they’ll ignore me.
That’s the last thing I want.
Oh God, what is wrong with me
Why do I keep going in circles
I’m not getting anywhere
I’m not getting any attention
Nothing is going according to plan.
Maybe something drastic needs to happen,
Maybe I need to stop doing what I’m doing.
I don’t know.
I wish you could tell me.
I want to be normal
I want to have friends
I want to live my life
I want to love me
But for some reason
My soul keeps going further and further down.
Maybe it’s not everyone else
Maybe it’s me.
I wish I could see
What happening to me.
I want to be able to walk into a room
And have everyone come up to me and say hello
I want to be known
And know the right words to say.
I want to talk
Without having to be spoken to first.
I want you to love me
And show me you care
And maybe
Just maybe
I can get out of me.
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sweetkisses0741
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2006-12-31 15:04:40] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Let me out of myself.
(User Rating: 1 ) by DrowningHeart on
Sunday, 31st December 2006 @ 05:47:11 PM AEST (User
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Believe that there are more people that feel exactly this was than anyone will ever know.
I rather be in a room and not have my presence known.
Be strong and god bless.
D |
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Re: Let me out of myself.
(User Rating: 1 ) by unknown_utopia on
Monday, 1st January 2007 @ 12:06:47 AM AEST (User
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I feel your pain
good release good flow. |
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Re: Let me out of myself.
(User Rating: 1 ) by NoSaint on
Wednesday, 3rd January 2007 @ 09:25:14 PM AEST (User
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I was that far down...darkness was taking over...so expressed it well...but you can make your way out
Shari |
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Re: Let me out of myself.
(User Rating: 1 ) by VR2776 on
Tuesday, 20th September 2011 @ 06:16:48 AM AEST (User
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I know exactly How you feel
But there is only one who can get you out of that feeling
Jesus Loves you more than anyone could ... |
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