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Trapped inside my thoughts
Contributed by
babylugz
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Saturday, 30th December 2006 @ 06:38:55 PM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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I know there is life outside these walls, I`ve seen it once before
If only I could figure out what keeps me trapped behind this door
Is it my self-esteem and depression that keeps me locked in this place?
Or is it my insecurities and fear that I just don`t want to face?
One minute I am strong, then the next I am weak
One minute life seems grand, then the next minute bleak
I look out my window, and do you know what I see?
People passing me by, living happy and free
And what am I doing? Nothing but the same old thing
Each and every night it is the same routine
It seems like my day consists of dwelling on how pathetic I have become
And before I know it the day is over, and I didn`t get anything done
I know what I want, and I know where I want to be
But I feel like inside there is something wrong with me
One minute I am laughing and joking around
Then the next minute I am sad, and don`t want to make a sound
Then I start to feel anxious, and I feel like I can`t breathe
And it`s confusing and frustrating that these feelings won`t leave
I want to snap out of it and come to my senses
Before I am put away in a place with barb wired fences
But I feel I have no control over the emotions I feel
And I don`t know what is wrong, therefore, I don`t know what to heal
And once again I feel overwhelmed so I just lay here and cry
Not knowing what to do, not knowing what to try
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Re: Trapped inside my thoughts
(User Rating: 1 ) by Jen_unknown_to_myself on
Saturday, 30th December 2006 @ 06:59:18 PM AEST (User
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I loved this poem. Says every thing that needs to be said and no more than that. I can relate to this so much. Keep up the good work.
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