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I Felt Ugly Today
Contributed by
Shattered_soul
on
Sunday, 19th November 2006 @ 02:51:15 AM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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Today
I looked at myself
Looked in the mirror
And I said
“Wow;
Just look at that
I cant believe
That you are going to just
Walk around
Looking like that.”
And today
I felt ugly
I felt fat
Just unwanted
And I knew
I had to do something
So I did.
And that’s how this story begins.
I grabbed at my legs
And looked at my stomach
How big could I get
I don't want to know.
It started out as a diet
Small meals
Sometimes none.
And still when I looked
I was bigger then
When this begun.
A fool to myself
I still ate to much
Purging they called it
Eating nearly nothing
Just enough to trick your stomach
But no matter how little I ate
I couldn’t look at myself
And find beauty.
Id be empty for days
Even if I ate something
It wouldn’t stay.
It would go in
And come out
All the same way.
Im sorry
I cant let you see me
As much as I love you
My body’s to ugly.
I love you
Baby you’re my everything
My shining star
Ill wish upon you
And hope that happiness
Isn’t too far.
Copyright ©
Shattered_soul
... [
2006-11-19 02:51:15] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: I Felt Ugly Today
(User Rating: 1 ) by glassicallyunsuperficial on
Sunday, 19th November 2006 @ 04:50:08 AM AEST (User
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nobody's really ugly.inwards lies true beauty.
search for it |
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Re: I Felt Ugly Today
(User Rating: 1 ) by girlg0newrong on
Sunday, 19th November 2006 @ 05:33:55 AM AEST (User
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I'm sorry your having to go through this but I'm glad to know I'm not alone! I hope things work out.
~K |
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Re: I Felt Ugly Today
(User Rating: 1 ) by jerseysue on
Sunday, 19th November 2006 @ 01:16:53 PM AEST (User
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Who cares if we are ugly,
Paunchy and frumpy,
Our eyes they deceive us,
We always look lumpy,
Get rid of the mirror,
Throw it to one side,
For we are real beauties,
But on the inside.
We all have our perceptions of how we look, its a shame, but I always look for personality, and inner beauty. For I believe that is true beauty. If we all looked like beauty queens, would not the world be boring. I can relate to these words very much, and understand it very well. Thanks for sharing. Sue xx( who may I say is no raving beauty herself. )
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