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Killing Someone With Kindness Is So 2005 Part II
Contributed by
xo__clandestine
on
Tuesday, 14th November 2006 @ 09:55:47 PM in AEST
Topic:
fantasy
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You’d think I was Ms. Ideal, but I’m really just misunderstood.
I can’t help I desire what I do. Can I take my transformation back?
I don’t want to make other’s suffer, but I have to if I want to survive.
I need to end this life. Just take the ax and lacerate, strike, hack.
I want to endure what I have made the thousands of others go through.
I know the sorrow of having to abscond from family, I had to leave mine.
I had no hint that you suffered more than physical pain inside your heart.
I didn’t intend to create anymore of me, my horror, my class, my kind.
If I was given the chance, I would take it all back. My alteration mostly.
I can’t. I can’t even if I could go in the past and change it all around.
It’s all so confusing, but I’m exhausted of being who I am, a monster.
If I get killed-- if I commit suicide --I promise I won’t make a sound.
I can’t breathe my last breath. I can; I can’t bring myself to doing the deed.
So, I am left to suffer. Life as I know is complete. It’s been over for years.
I’m left still loving some, but it always ends in mourning and demise.
For I can’t decide if I want to die. I adore him, but he will have to die.
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Re: Killing Someone With Kindness Is So 2005 Part II
(User Rating: 1 ) by TheDio on
Saturday, 16th October 2010 @ 10:55:20 AM AEST (User
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reminds me of lots of girls in my life |
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