Wanting More
Contributed by
JennyF
on
Saturday, 4th November 2006 @ 11:26:18 PM in AEST
Topic:
SecretLove
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On my drive East tonight,
I was filled with delight.
I would get to see a good friend again.
His face I had missed,
his cheeks I have kissed.
My rock many times he has been.
But tonight it was different,
my heart wanted commitment,
on a much deeper level with him.
The miles they went by,
I'd think of him and sigh,
reliving memories of way back when.
I arrived at the meeting place,
anxious to see his face,
and hear words from his lips once more.
And then I saw him standing there,
so handsome and debonair,
my jaw almost dropping to the floor!
I gave him a tug,
and squeezed him with a hug,
my arms never wanting to let go.
His body so toned,
and the smell of his cologne,
was intoxicating I must say so!
We left in his car,
we hadn't gotten very far,
when I mentioned a movie I thought would be good.
We decided to go,
to a funny movie show,
that had been talked about in my neighborhood.
I decided to dress,
in something sure to impress.
Something sexy that showed off my curves.
Guys drooled and they stared,
but I didn't care.
Those jerks just get on my nerves.
I was on a guy's arm,
that had my heart fully charmed.
To me noone else could compare.
A great movie we watched,
someone got kicked in the crotch,
and laughter permeated the air!
On sweet stuff we munched,
caramel corn we both crunched,
we fed each other little bites.
I was having so much fun,
spending time with the one,
I dreamt of so many nights.
This seemed like a dream,
if I woke up I'd scream!
If it was I never wanted it to end.
This sweet fantasy of mine,
I lived all the time,
in my mind over and over again.
The movie was over,
I layed my head on his shoulder,
never feeling so content.
The time flew by so fast,
I wanted it to last,
each moment was magical we spent.
I again took his arm,
as we walked to his car.
Like a gentleman he opened my door.
As the door shut again,
he went around to get in,
and my eyes sadly fell to the floor.
This night would soon end,
back to normal life again.
Working hard day after day.
This night must last longer,
I thought and I pondered,
there somehow had to be a way.
As we drove back to my car,
before we got far,
I slowly took hold of his hand.
The intention of mine,
was to give him a sign,
this night could be something much more than planned.
My eyes shifted to him,
all of this was on a whim.
I wanted him to read my mind.
He was nervous I could tell,
his life was recently made hell,
by a love that made him fall blind.
I wanted to take him home,
and make him my own,
completely give him all of me.
When we soon reached my car,
my heart was ajar,
wondering if he would let it be.
We opened our doors,
to say goodbye once more,
so it was now or never time.
I wanted to do,
something I dearly knew,
would fulfill this fantasy of mine.
I hugged him so tight,
he told me goodnight,
my heart was beating so fast.
I must think of a way,
there's no time to play.
Find a way for this night to last!
My head it was spinning,
my heart it was winning,
and my knees were growing so weak.
His lips closer to me,
my heart filled with glee,
and then he kissed me on the...CHEEK?
Time for the fantasy to flee,
back to reality.
What just happened?It was all such a blur.
Then my memory came clear,
of his life this past year,
and again it boiled down to HER!
Someone who had broken his heart,
made his life fall apart.
Hurting him again and again.
His love was given in vain,
and now his heart was in pain,
afraid to let anyone else in.
My heart wanted more,
than we ever had before,
driving home I started dreaming again.
Of our heart's romantic dance,
when I could have another chance.
But where will it happen,or when?
Copyright ©
JennyF
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2006-11-04 23:26:18]
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