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stop. rewind. play.
Contributed by
hearts4pain
on
Sunday, 15th October 2006 @ 05:56:10 PM in AEST
Topic:
goodbyepoetry
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too many phone calls, too many fights
i cant stand the yelling anymore
and everything i said i didnt mean
and what sucks even more is that he doesnt even remember a thing
but i can recal everything down to the little details
when the only thing that kept me warm at night was when he fell asleep and soflty breathed on my neck
i could stare at him all night and whisper how much i love him
i just want to kill myself but i wont and thats what sucks
i have to go through the rest of my freaking life and deal with crap
hopefully there is a happy ending out there somewhere for all of this
i cant take this any longer...
ill just take this life
and throw it away
i wasted my time on you
and you broke my heart
screw it. screw it all.
i cant even describe how furious i am
but i still cant seem to get over you and your days away from leaving
ill miss you everyday and cry every night
and ill call just to find you're still ignoring my calls
ill still pray to god that your doing alright
i kill myself for this
it all started with that first kiss
i knew it was going all down hill from there
now its the end
and ive never felt so desperate and useless
and no matter how much i say im mad at you
i still lie to myself saying there must of been something
but everytime its all the same
you are nothing
but what hurts the most is you say you dont have love for anybody
but i saw it in your eyes
i know theres something more to you
something deep down inside
when you went to kiss me ive never seen a man look so sad
i think this fight gos way deeper than just last night
but now its too late to ask
and i still havent even said goodbye
you are days from leaving
i have no idea what to do
only if i had the right things to say
and if you would only listen
my memories go through my head like a movie
stop. rewind. play.
even though it hurts
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hearts4pain
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2006-10-15 17:56:10] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: stop. rewind. play.
(User Rating: 1 ) by Freesia on
Sunday, 15th October 2006 @ 06:05:41 PM AEST (User
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every beginning has an end, what doesn't seem to end is the hurt. I hope this was a cleansing expression for you.
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Re: stop. rewind. play.
(User Rating: 1 ) by Former_Member on
Monday, 16th October 2006 @ 04:43:22 AM AEST (User
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Very good. I do hope writing helps you deal with the pain as it does for me. good job! |
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