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Still like Yesterday
Contributed by
nothingness
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Wednesday, 27th September 2006 @ 10:05:54 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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I remember it as if it were yesterday
You gained my trust then took it away
Did you think that I wouldn’t care
When I cried you said I wasn’t being fair
That I made you do this to me
That I was asking for this misery
You left me and then came back on your knees
I was so hurt I wasn’t going to cave with a “please”
I went home and cried that night
Your sister called and I new something wasn’t right
I ran to our favorite place and stared in disbelief
Dropping to my knees I cried in grief
I sat there for hours as I cried and waited
Leaning over the boy that I thought I hated
A gun in is hand and a note on is chest
Why he did it I never would have guessed
Telling me he was sorry and he loved me so
That he couldn’t live if he had to let me go
Standing there speechless and broken
Hearing all the words that were never spoken
Talking to the body that can not hear or see
But still I pour out how much he meant to me
Rain begins to fall masking my tears
Two short days destroyed the love of years
Your body is gone but your soul is still here
No matter how alone I feel I know you are near
Watching over the girl you destroyed and betrayed
The one you broke and made so afraid
Still shocked by how she can still love you
And you realize the love we had was really true
Now she walks with shadows in her eyes
And only you know why she always cries
Seeing all the pain she carries every night and day
Knowing because of you she will never be okay
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nothingness
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2006-09-27 10:05:54]
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Re: Still like Yesterday
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by deadheadpoet on
Wednesday, 27th September 2006 @ 10:29:21 AM AEST
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WOW Extremely sad and moving piece. I am sorry for your terrible loss. The fact that you'll carry these memories with you for a lifetime, is such a burden on the heart and soul. Time does help. Move on sister (easier said then done), I'm sure he would not want you to stay in such sorrow. I wish you peace.
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Re: Still like Yesterday
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by AnastasiaN on
Wednesday, 27th September 2006 @ 11:37:53 AM AEST
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| wow...that must be inconceivably painful...i'm sorry for your loss. i don't even know what to say...but that i'm sorry and life is unfair...little do ppl know how much taking their own life selfishly kills everyone else who loves them. it must be hard for you. well take care i hope you find your peace. |
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Re: Still like Yesterday
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by shelby on
Wednesday, 27th September 2006 @ 08:55:15 PM AEST
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Heartbreaking I simply feel for you to the very core. Though its hard somehow you need to let this go, Im sure your feeling some guilt over it too. Hun there was nothing that you could have done to prevent this and it was not your fault!. If you need to talk about it Im a pm away.
hugs sweety
~Michelle~ |
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Re: Still like Yesterday
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by cocobeware on
Thursday, 28th September 2006 @ 11:30:57 AM AEST
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| I know your in such pain .i commend you for writing that. you are facing you hurt your not backing down your confronting it, and you are a strong person for doing so. |
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