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What Choices Do I Have?
Contributed by
DannyGirl
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Tuesday, 26th September 2006 @ 06:01:03 PM in AEST
Topic:
anguished
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Hopeless, empty, and alone, I am out of control. Displaced and perplexed, I sit by myself, in fear and misery, engulfed in black darkness; I do not see.
I am falling into despair and desolation. Has my negative mind ever been anything but destructive? The thick, dark sadness in my spirit eats away at my sanity.
What choices do I have, what choices do I see? What’s the perplexing reason I seam to be?
Who would miss me? I’m not even here. Distant and isolated, my life is hanging in a shadow of solitude. I feel so strange, far away and out of place.
I am, but I am not; so confused and bewildered. What is real, what is solid? Where do I stand, how did I come to this?
My path is hidden from me, my path is crooked and without direction. How am I to navigate through this blinding darkness?
What is peace, how can I attain it? Where is hope, why does it stray from me? What is faith, how can I find it?
I do not feel because I am dead, but to inflict pain to break from the numbness. Where is the balance of feelings and thoughts? When will this emotional roller coaster stop?
How can I break from this invisible gloom, it hangs over my head, like a heavy gray loom.
What choices do I have, what choice do I see? Ending it all seams the best thing to me.
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DannyGirl
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2006-09-26 18:01:03]
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Re: What Choices Do I Have?
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by Hynth on
Tuesday, 26th September 2006 @ 10:38:29 PM AEST
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Very well thought out and lovely to read piece of work. I can relate to this in my ways at the moment, I just wish things would start getting easier now.
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Re: What Choices Do I Have?
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by catz77 on
Thursday, 28th September 2006 @ 06:39:31 PM AEST
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the ? in the end through me off a bit
i've never been suicidal so i can't relate to this but i can tell you it was a good write
reading it made me look at it through the writers side
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