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Never Should Have Been
Contributed by
MG_Akela22090
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Sunday, 20th August 2006 @ 08:42:52 AM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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This isn’t how it should have been…now I have nothing and no one. It all went so wrong after you left; now I am alone.
My tears can’t even help. I don’t even have a chance to make it better. Never better….always worse. I just want this finished….
I want this done.
I want it buried.
Broken. Beaten. Hurt and dead. All the things I wish I wasn’t. I have nothing.
So let me bleed. Let me end this with the only way I can. Make it like it never was. I wish I could say goodbye, but I’m stuck here waiting….alone and broken.
I’m ending it the only way I can. The only power I have. The only thing that will make everyone see what this does to me.
I hate everything I’ve become. I can’t live with myself here. I can’t think of any way this might work. I just need to end it.
This isn’t how it should have been, but it doesn’t matter now, because I’m going to bleed the poison dry. I love you and it took too long to figure it out and I’m sorry I’ll never get to say goodbye….
This isn’t how it should have been….
And I hate myself for making the same mistakes again.
To lose someone else.
And I can’t live with myself now, that I am the cause of it all.
I can’t live knowing I destroyed my life. And my world is going black and grey. And I just want it to stop…this pain inside.
I just want to make it all go away….everything…
And I’ll always be sorry I never got to say goodbye.
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Re: Never Should Have Been
(User Rating: 1 ) by drtylilsecret on
Monday, 21st August 2006 @ 12:00:49 AM AEST (User
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