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Are you mad at yourself for allowing him to hurt you?
Contributed by
babylugz
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Tuesday, 8th August 2006 @ 07:56:07 PM in AEST
Topic:
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Are you mad at yourself for allowing him to hurt you? If so please read this poem
Because it may just sound a little familiar, and in fact may hit quite close to home
Its 6:00 in the morning when he walks through the door,
Smelling like a perfume that I have never worn before
He says" Hi honey, how are you today?"
And I said, " Just fine babe, but could you sit down, there something I would like to say."
"This morning I woke up, to find that I was alone"
He yells, "I tried to call you, but I couldn't find a phone!"
I smiled and said, "Honey there is no need to explain, I just need you to hear me out
My intentions are to talk to you, not scream and shout
It hurt me a little to wake to find that you weren't here
but to be honest, I was more surprised, that I didn't shed a tear
And for the first time I started thinking with my head instead of my heart
And I realized that this relationship has fallen apart
Then suddenly I got these flash backs of our past, every time I would blink
And so really I just want thank you for giving me the time this morning to think
About all the times that you have played games and lied
And of all the lonely night that I sat here and cried
You've always done whatever it is you want, without giving me a single thought
And it seems you only confess or apologize, if you get caught
You've told me your not doing anything wrong, so you should be able to stay out all night
And then you tell me that I am overreacting, and that I just want to fight
Yet if the tables were turned you wouldn't like it one bit
You would slam doors, and brake things, as you run around throwing a fit
I am tired of things never being fair
And I am tired of you always acting like you don't even care
I am tired of you never been satisfied, and everything always being about you
I have been so good to you, and I deserve someone who will treat me that way too
I realized that being alone was one of my biggest fears
Which is why I let you stick around here for all these years
But then I remembered, that I once did it on my own
And I remembered I was a lot happier when I was alone
So now I think it is time that you leave
And I guarantee that this is one lose, I will not grieve
And trust me when I say, that one day you will see
That you really did have something special, when you were with me."
And as he walked out that door, I suddenly felt stronger
Because I knew that this relationship, wasn't going to hurt me any longer!
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Re: Are you mad at yourself for allowing him to hurt you?
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by crazygirl on
Tuesday, 8th August 2006 @ 09:18:36 PM AEST
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This is the exact kind of poem i needed to read today. Thank you.
Its a beautiful write, and inspiring in a way.
Great job
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Re: Are you mad at yourself for allowing him to hurt you?
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by sadaddy on
Wednesday, 9th August 2006 @ 11:05:32 PM AEST
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This is an excellent write. This saddens me to say that this seems to happen more in society today. Sorry that you had to experience such behavior in your relationship. Take care and be good.
sadaddy
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