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of Dreams and Memories
Contributed by
spyndl
on
Monday, 31st July 2006 @ 01:18:19 PM in AEST
Topic:
LoveRemembered
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Traveling down the roads of my mind
Of times past and what dreams may come
I remember when I saw you across the way
To shy to even say hi
How could you like a boy with a heart so dark
You sang to my heart like a choir of angles form up high
A dream that I would never realize
But you took my hand and pulled me in close
O how did you make my heart soar
Now that’s just a memory of who I was before
That first night we held each other near
You had taken away all of my fear
I was in love, with an angel sent from above
You had my heart, mind and soul
You gave me a few months of utter bliss
Than one night you never came back to me until the sun was high
I did not know that was the start
From than on I was trapped by the dark
Bound by my own will that would not let go
The dream was turning into a nightmare before my eyes
I remember our first Christmas
You asked me to come out and be with you
I got dressed up in nice clothes made of silk
But I was just covering up that sore in my heart
You did things that night that made me cry
I ripped my skin open with my own nails
Consumed so much by the darkness inside
You came and said you loved me
Blinded by my dreams, I chained my heart
That night was just another milestone in my memories of you
Times wheel never stopped, like your constant unknowing of what you want
My patient smile hid the chaos that was consuming me from with in
I did not know where to start or begin
I could see what you were doing to me
But my love for you would never let me be free
So finally you sent me away down the road
To my friend Jack & Daniel I did go
Clouded my mind from the pain that I tried to hide
So lost was I, that I spent the month totally high
Trapped in this nightmare that was my reality
Than one night out of the blue, after a failed date I ran back to you
You said you were wrong, and you wanted me
O how naïve was I to believe
We made love under the stars, and I got a scar
I thought that night was the start of something new
But life and you conspired and hid the truth
I watched as boozing took over your life
Watched as it added to my strife
Still my smile hid the truth
Now it feels like I remember another life
As I draw closer to the end, it is were the real betrayal begins
You slept with a friend and that should have been the end
Than you did it again while you were out at sea
Sending shards of glass to tear my heart asunder
You left me alone and bleeding in the dark
But still I loved you and wanted you close
Still I endured the pain that was ripping me apart
For you I have been living, but that was soon done
I finally had to say no more, I am done
Now alls I’m left with is the shattered dreams of what may come
It’s hard to remember the good times we shared
Sometimes I feel I shouldn’t care
But I just think about the way you could look at me and turn my legs to Jello
When ever we kissed, you always stole my breath
And when you laid close to me, I always felt happy and secure with everything
I did not want much from you
Alls I ever wanted was your love and for you to stay true
But time never stops, but just keeps on
So I reflect back on my life with you
Now you’re just made up of Dreams and Memories
Copyright ©
spyndl
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2006-07-31 13:18:19] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: of Dreams and Memories
(User Rating: 1 ) by lostindesire on
Monday, 31st July 2006 @ 06:22:40 PM AEST (User
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wonderful.......it almost had me in tears. sounds like too many of my relationships. i could reaaly feel your pain and desperation. keep up the good work |
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